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Kieran McAnulty’s Neo-liberal Pig Sty – latest poem

Kieran McAnulty of corruption is guilty
Neo-liberal extremist, authoritarian & racist

Kieran McAnulty is the one who is faulty
Neo-liberal extremist, cruel global terrorist

Kieran McAnulty ignores and insults me
Neo-liberal extremist, mental health is his fist

Kieran McAnulty is the one who is faulty
Neo-liberal extremist, handing power to richest

Kieran McAnulty ignores and insults me
Neo-liberal extremist profits from war on the poorest

HATE starts HERE !!

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Saw what this lying piece of garbage said on his facebook page about suicide and mental health services, that I know are going to make things even worse.  Half the NZ local population driven to suicide and these Labourites just love to create jobs from the suffering American neo-liberal economic extremism causes.  Grrrrrrrr.

The MP who promised before he was elected (over two elections) to help me get mental health care ACC supposed to reinstate nine years ago & the $10,000 in Independence allowance they brag about withholding from me.   So angry, had to write this poem  and will be putting it up everywhere to cope – pen is mightier than the sword they reakon.   His facebook page is full of his neo-liberal Labour (USA version of democrats ewwww) mates making comments about how great he is, its sickening.

Half the NZ population (2.5 million of us, 99% born in NZ)  being driven to suicide due to poverty, fear and HATE caused by AMERICAN neo-liberal economic extremism.  Profiting and creating jobs from the economic suffering our own government is creating is about as depraved AND ILLEGAL as you can get I reakon.   Counsellors and social workers doing our governments DIRTY WORK, listening to the suffering of the poorest WHEN THEY SHOULD BE GOING TO HIM DIRECTLY AND PARTICIPATING IN OUR DEMOCRACY – TAKING TO THE STREETS – LIKE POOREST IN EVERY OTHER COUNTRY IS!!

Its Kieran and your politicians you need to be talking to, not some poorly trained/brainwashed unemployable self-righteous ignorant young person.  Who doesn’t know what NZ was like BEFORE neo-liberals took it over – and that’s exactly the way those abusers in power like it.

Do your own research, ask Kieran why counsellors ARE NOT considered health workers and yet Social Workers were made health workers only a few years ago.  It helps them UPLIFT children from families and although sometimes this is justified, the abuses of power and complete failure of the complaints system means many decent people now being terrorised.   My knowledge of how bad ACC and system is for victims of crime/rape and abuse makes me rage at this generalisation and denigration of mental health services – when these people need and are entitled to extensive PROFESSIONAL support.

What they are doing is purely experimental in the area of suicide and mental health.  THERE Is ABSOLUTELY NO medical evidence to suggest very unwell suicidal people in inhuman living situations (caused mostly by housing crisis) will benefit from phone ‘counselling’.  YET ANOTHER THING OUR CORRUPT GOVERNMENT DO TO VIOLATE OUR HUMAN RIGHTS – experiment on people!!

Mental health services neo-liberal Labour govt want are going to deprive the most unwell and deserving victims of crime the extensive treatment care rehabilitation and homes they are entitled to under ACC and many other laws.  Instead people who commit violent and sexual crimes, who are addicts and dangerous are going to GET EVEN MORE HELP.  Along with affluent spoilt brat children who can’t get their own way as adults and use threats of suicide to get their own way.   World has gone mad – if I didn’t believe in the bible before, what I’m seeing around me sure looks like end of days to me.  LETS HOPE SO!

 

New Poem – TAKE HEART

Take down those crusty paintings
Refined heART upon their wall
Take down those crusty paintings
In office, house and hall

Take stock of our priorities
Remember why we live
Take stock of our priorities
And what we have to give

Take heART the world is waking up
Peace and justice will soon reign
Take heART the world is waking up
To their class war game

Take over our courts and parliaments
Put new heART upon their walls
Take over our courts and parliaments
Until this Oligarchy falls

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Alan Pollard Trust House Wairarapa PLEASE CONTACT ME URGENTLY

Here is my latest email to Trust House

From: jrouthan@hotmail.co.nz
Sent: Friday, 14 June 2019 11:49 AM
To: info@trusthouse.co.nz
Subject: Attention: Alan Pollard

Dear Alan,
I have yet again left you a message to contact me, which you have failed to do many times before.

The reason this time is my absolute disgust and trauma watching your latest marketing propaganda on Wairarapa TV.  If you look up the word propaganda I am using it correctly.  I know this marketing is in response to my latest graffiti art exposing the corruption, greed, suffering, suicide, social dysfunction, violence, crime and extreme harm being caused to our community in the Wairarapa region.

Harm that is caused by Trust House and their appalling immoral (criminal as all neo-liberal advancing rich and persecuting poor for profit is) behaviour giving money to middle class and rich people though extravagant COMPLETELY UNNECESSARY WANTS through sports, arts, tourist and business promotion.

It is interesting how my years working on getting the treatment care rehabilitation, safe home and justice I am entitled to from ACC alerted me to the gross corruption, suicide, violence, crime etc neo-liberals like yourself were perpetrating in our society.  How you had in fact committed cultural genocide on our unique Pakeha/Maori country that from its inception rejected English elitsm and inequality at its most vile.  Your demand for Trust House properties to have houses removed and filled with high rise apartments for us filthy disgusting poor is proof you are doing this.  I know for a fact 1/4 acre sections are MY PAKEHA CULTURE, these were so people could be self-reliant even if global financial trade and markets crashed and NZ became impoverished.  We could still grow food for ourselves and each other.

Anyway enough of me telling you what you are, you know what you are – that is why every time I do a protest you come back with an intensive advertising campaign to try and brainwash (which is illegal under UN international law) the majority of people with your propaganda.  Backed up of course with the propaganda experts in New Zealand Mediaworks.

Seems to me those in power are starting to realise those being harmed (which is more and more people as immigrants are welcomed to NZ when the government know there is nowhere for them to live and they will be driven into more dangerous and inhuman living situations).

I have many ideas on how corrupt cruel neo-liberal criminals/terrorists like yourself can get out of your predicament.  It will help you all save face a little but it is still going to require admitting what you have done to INCITE hate, suicide, violence, unemployment, elitism, terrorism, homelessness and TERROR into the hearts of the most vulnerable and poorest citizens.  NOTE: THAT DOES NOT INCLUDE ADDICTS – I don’t like addicts, they are the people who most hurt me – I’m sick of addicts getting so much when I GET ABSOLUTELY NOTHING.

Corrupt government officials have purposely made sure I get no health care whatsoever, I havn’t seen a doctor in over three years, I get no professional mental health services, I am not even allowed to go to the foodbank, I am not allowed to phone 1737, I am not allowed to phone Healthline.  When I go to the hospital for anything – which I am terrified of doing because of the police violence and how I was treated after it by nursing staff – things are made very difficult for me.  After a recent accident the A&E doctor ordered x-rays and when I went to get them they had been cancelled and even requests for why and who were refused.

What they are doing to me to hurt me for trying to get ACC care I am entitled to and home I am entitled to under multiple NZ laws is deeply disturbing in the 21st Century.  Proves without doubt, just on my case alone, that New Zealand IS NOT a democracy and DOES NOT follow Rule of Law.  You must of course know this because you do everything you can to censor and oppress the truth I am telling.  That is what happens with bigoted new immigrants, its comparative to the number of step parents who serious abuse step children – they have no connection to them so they find it more easily to be abusive without guilt.

I’ve been talking with Toby at Wairarapa TV who is freaking out currently because I warned him, out of courtesy, I was going to make a complaint to the Broadcasting Standards Authority about your horrendous propaganda about how you are Commercial Strength for Public Good – even saying it now makes me dry reach and cry (that is a literal comment by the way).  The art I am creating in response to this is Corporate Power for Public exploitation.  Corporate power for public persecution. Corporate HATE for public VIOLENCE.  So so many things I will be doing, new process I have is so cheap to do and so effective according to people I know.

Two weeks ago my daughter who lives in Whakatane had a bad car accident and could have died, she is very lucky.  She didn’t end up with any permanent injuries just a lot of bruising whiplash etc.  I was the first person Megan rang the day after, it was her birthday yesterday, she turned 24.  Ask a mother you know how they would feel if they couldn’t go to their child – no matter what age – and hug them.  Like those people around her are doing, like her boyfriends parents are doing, her boyfriends mother who she doesn’t know that well is their holding my baby comforting my baby.  I can’t go because I am too poor because ACC refuses to reinstate my care after winning two court cases nine years ago so I can return to work and afford to live.

Her father has been to see her and her sister (who just built a house in Solway) is going to see her.  I can’t send her a present and Megan only feels sorry for me, so both of my children barely speak to me and nobody ever asks me how things are because they know I would say OK when I am not copying and highly suicidal because of it (on top of the rape trauma that set this ball in motion 17 years ago – 17 years begging ACC for what I know I am entitled to and need).

She was down here several months ago because her father who lives in Palmerston North had a bad turn.  She came to Carterton for the night with her boyfriend and stayed with a friend, not with me.  I met her for a quick coffee first day they arrived.  We organised for them to come for brunch before they left to go back to Palmy the next day.  I had no money, someone had loaned me money to get my car warranted and three months rego, I used that buying food for brunch, only bacon, some nice bread and eggs and a few other things so they wouldn’t see I had no food in my cupboards BECAUSE I WAS SO ASHAMED AND DIDN’T WANT HER BOYFRIEND OR HER TO KNOW.  Why should my children be forced to buy me food when ACC are currently holding $10,000 in unpaid Independence Allowance they were supposed to reinstate 2010/11 when I won the two ACC court reviews.  Money they hold and gloat about it to WINZ who then tell me to go to the food bank because I’ve used up all my food grants.

This is just one of hundreds of inhuman living situations I am being subjected to, one of the hundreds of reasons to have absolutely no hope for the future, for being safe from dysfunctional and addicts in the community as well as violent abusive neo-liberal police.  I can’t save for my retirement like other people do, so when they talk about it I become extremely distressed knowing how dangerous and inhuman my living situation is going to be forever.  Killing myself would be the end to the suffering for myself and my children – rest of my family are just like you so I don’t care what happens to them.  I don’t have any friends who work any more after the last one (who I saved the life of during a heart emergency and was executor of her will) violently assaulted me and subjected me to a tirade of abuse so bad it could easily have been you standing there.  Telling me I was a loser who didn’t want to work, it was my fault I was poor, etc etc etc etc etc.

I look forward to your phone call to arrange a time, but I have no intention of doing anything less than a face to face meeting with you and whoever you think necessary.   It is essential that this meeting is recorded for my protection.  That includes local police or preferably Jason, the security guard at Masterton Court who I trust to protect me and you.  It is part of my extremely life-threatening disability Complex PTSD that I have violence issues.  Nothing I can do about it except understand our government purposely drive terrorised victims of crime and economic violence to physical violence against those around them, police etc.  To create jobs in your CORPORATE TERRORIST world and of course to create self-righteous indignation against those you know are being purposely persecuted and exploited and disenfranchised and marginalised and……….  I also developed a tourettes type aspect to my disorder and had it confirmed by medical professionals, I cannot stop the insults and swearing in my head from coming out of my mouth when I am insulted or patronised.

For 17 years taxpayers have been paying my wages and I have worked tireless and at great personal expense to do EVERYTHING within my power, knowledge and experience to ensure justice and right is upheld in New Zealand.  I have worked for below minimum wage and suffered the most horrific long term persecution, degradation and discrediting in my community because of my work.

I will be making this email public and again try to rally myself from the depths of suicidal hell in the neo-liberal darklands of Death Valley Wairarapa.  You can choose to ignore it or you can choose to stop persecuting people who DO NOT DESERVE IT and work out with me how to change your violent abusive behaviour and that of others who perpetrate HATE, rather than just respond with HATE SPEECH.

Hopefully this email won’t result in further economic, housing and police violence – which I am thinking it has about a 50/50 chance of doing.

To start the ball rolling getting my art, poetry, music etc into the faces and minds of the people I identify as harming people when they don’t understand the consequences of what they do is top priority and imperative.  Ensuring I am not financially disadvantaged for doing this is also important.

PLEASE CONTACT Toby WAIRARAPA TV if you want to engage with me and what I am trying to do – to help all New Zealanders and restore civil society in New Zealand.  Please reassure him my idea of doing shows that explain all the constitutional laws and UN treaties etc NZ government are supposed to act under would be OK with you.  Explaining to people about human rights, disabled rights, civil rights to protest, economic social and cultural rights, how to participate in a democracy and what Rule of Law means etc is actually supported by Trust House and he can go ahead and start to organise it.

You should also go to my website and see my latest idea about redirection of ALL CHARITY MONEY into people in need – where it always should have been, not in extravagant sports, arts, tourism and business projects.  Where Trust House has become a neo-liberal abomination due to this insane focus away from people in need, victims of crime, people hurt at work, home sport etc, people who get sick, etc etc.  You really must know how many people in this community completely despise Trust House, they’ll take money from them of course, but most people in this community are ashamed.  Trust House might have worked when NZ had a mostly decent society prior to 1984 neo-liberal takeover but not now – now what you do is sickening and deeply disturbing.    Tell me do you come up with those marketing phrases to brainwash yourselves that what you do is good, or does someone else????  Ewwwwwww

NOTE: I will be continuing and stepping up my non-violent graffiti, along with encouraging others to do it.  However I know how angry people are right now, angry and unwell after years of this elitist insanity, so make sure you don’t blame me for people blaming you for the HATE you incite.  I’ve spent 17 years trying to stop it and over that time told Trust House many times what was happening, only to be ignored.

I truly hope you are deeply ashamed in the part you and others have played to drive suicide in our region, I truly hope you have the courage, ethics and morals to take responsibility for the violence and harm you have caused with your ignorance and bigotry.  I truly hope you take this opportunity I am offering you to address your horrendous behaviour and share what innocent decent artists and intellectuals like me are going through.  I never used to understand I was intelligent until a psychiatric report said I was intelligent, didn’t have a personality disorder and am not delusional – which of course makes everybody who disagrees with me, all of those things.

Kia kaha and aroha to the poor and powerless

I gave the receptionist my phone numbers, here they are again, 379 6403 or 027 3040120, wonder if your staff think of poorly of you as so many of us do.  Must be shameful for them knowing what you do and how people they know and care about are treated during this government created housing crisis.

Sincerely
JR
UN Civil Society Activist
HUMAN SEWAGE

If you support this proposal to refocus charity in NZ – HERE IS WHAT TO DO

Here is the letter to Lotteries Grants Board, I believe they will not support it unless people back me up.  Not only those people who say tell me to my face the support me, and like what I do who need to do something.  For those who don’t like me for my challenging protests, you will find they might tone down a notch or 10 if me and other disabled victims of crime get the professional treatment, care, rehabilitation and safe homes we are entitled to under law?  (If all disabled people get help – which my Regional Rehabilitation Centres cover.)

When I wrote this I hadn’t considered how ALL CHARITIES in New Zealand could for a LIMITED TIME focus their resources on people in need.  They could probably go back to funding extravagant, sports arts and business projects – but for now I believe it is imperative our PRIORITIES ARE CULTURALLY APPROPRIATE as a Pakeha/Maori New Zealander.

I also thought how upskilling and educating the workforce to provide the envisaged health and welfare services could be paid for by lottery funding.  Free education in our struggling privatised? tertiary institutions, everybody is a winner so far.

All you have to do is send a link to my website to Lotteries and anybody you think can make this happen and anybody you think will support my ideas.  You could print out a copy of this letter or another one of my posts and send it snail mail to a politician (who by the way have all rejected my ideas for years).  Its free to send mail to politicians, Just put   (name) MP, or Minister, Parliament Buildings, WELLINGTON – no stamp necessary.

10 June 2019

 

Lotteries Grants Board

PO Box 805

WELLINGTON 6140

 

Dear Board Members,

 

After a recent telephone conversation with your office (with a very nice woman) and a very serious suicidal episode this morning I am motivated to try again to have my ideas, observations, solutions and artistic voice heard.

 

Lotto advertising and the charity industry has been distressing me for some time now. The latest advertising about Kiwis doing things for each other was most distressing because I live in the ‘darklands’ as a disabled unwell victim of crime, I am 54 years old. This is so far from the truth, with the situation of poverty enveloping the local population, mostly due to the huge influx of wealthy immigrants driving disabled and poor locals from their homes.

 

Not only are we No 1 in the OECD of homeless now (which is a gross violation of my Pakeha culture and our laws), there is no record of the numbers of people, particularly vulnerable women victims of crime in dangerous and inhuman living situations. This is what I see around me, women being raped and driven to prostitution and crime to survive. Having their children taken because they cannot cope or are forced to stay with perpetrators of crime.

 

I am a Civil Society Actor as outlined on the UN Civil Society Handbook. That saying I use the scope of being offensive in the face of suffering and injustice to its limit. As well as now suffering tourettes type outbursts after nine years being denied reinstated of my ACC care after winning two reviews. These do not include threats of harm but they are very offensive and include a lot of swearing. This impairments related to my disability is recognised in psychiatric assessments I have had.

 

For 17 years since I was hurt in a crime, while being sole parent to two girls, I have studied to understand why the care for me was so bad and why I was not receiving the treatment care rehabilitation and safe home I knew I was entitled to under ACC and several other laws. I was studying law at Victoria University when I was hurt, was refused assistance to finish the degree. I have since studied papers at Massey University in rehabilitation, disability and health, my mental health deteriorated and I was unable to finish this degree either.   I tried again about five years ago and serious housing issues arose with an abusive mentally ill flatmate which prevented me gaining that degree. I have been left with a $7,000 student loan which will cause me serious issues if I try and return to work while on invalids benefit, perhaps part time to start (I will get less money working than not).

 

This is my website www.jrmurphypoet.com which outlines many of my ideas, my poetry, my activism and unjust things that happen to me as a disabled CSA with a challenging mental health issue. Of particular importance, and I have included a copy with this letter, are my rehabilitation model for victims of crime (but could apply to other people) Fence At The Top Of The Cliff. Also my business plan for Mental Injury Services, which is modelled on a foundation that would never falter so these disability services are guaranteed.

 

It is my personal belief these facilities should be funded and provided by the government. However as we are under a neo-liberal economic model I know there is little hope in this happening, which is very sad, as I truly believe it is part of our culture. Several history books I have read refer to New Zealand being a new place with as an egalitarian caring kind society as possible. Homes, welfare and guaranteed jobs were are part of our early political history and it created a society that was one of the most socially advanced in the world. Particularly ACC law which has been perverted and turned into an organisation causing significant harm and profiting business rather than for its purpose.

 

It has come to my attention (as I work every day on trying to keep myself and others alive and safe) there have been government changes to the meaning of the word charity, through legislation. This has been extremely detrimental to those in need in New Zealand. The dictionary definition of charity is people in need, there are so many NZ and international laws and UN treaties government have signed and ratified supporting this definition.

 

Since charities and not for profits were encouraged to cover extravagant sports, tourist infrastructure (eg bike trails), research, education, arts and business promotion projects it has turned into an industry and it DOES NOT WORK. In fact me and many people I know find it offensive that our ‘wonderful kind sharing society’ spends money on these wants while the needs of the local society are ignored.

 

I believe it is vitally important to address our world leading suicide, domestic/flatmate violence, self-harm and homelessness statistics and I believe I have a plan that would be instrumental in doing that. It would also stem the rise in discrimination, including racism which is becoming so bad here. People who make the decisions do not live in this world, this culture, you don’t know what is happening. Most people rely on news media for their information and they are, really bias, I won’t go into it here, however as a CSA it is extremely disappointing and infuriating what they do to censor and cover up the situation.

 

If the Lottery Grants Board decided to focus all its charity efforts on those in need I know the safety and quality of life for all people living in New Zealand would improve. I also know those organisations who currently receiving funding would understand the urgency and crisis of the situation in New Zealand. I truly believe the housing, support and employment crisis for disabled victims of crime must be addressed urgently. If we are to see any changes in mental health, violence and crime statistics, after all those statistics are people- not that people like myself feel like we being treated like a human being, please refer to my song Human Sewage and many of my other written works.

 

The Regional Disability Services and Regional Mental Health facilities I have outlined on my website – here is the link. I am not sure I will be able to send you a printed copy due to the cost of photocopying. To make these services available as soon as possible I envisage a nationwide call to action from private enterprise and the community, especially those building commercial properties and doing roading work, to move their resources into building these facilities over the course of a few months. Many of the men and women who do these jobs would be pleased to spend their energy in creating what the poorest most vulnerable people need, rather than more homes/resources for business and the wealthy.

 

However, I am adamant victims of crime are to be the priority and perpetrators are second in line – unlike what is happening now. Where junkies and dangerous people are getting put up in hotels while their victims are living in unsafe unstable unaffordable accommodation, like myself. We must make the Fence At the Top of the Cliff, so people do not fall and are picked up by police, justice system, abusive mental health services (yes they are abusive), plethora of unco-ordinated unprofessional social agencies – groan.

 

I am exhausted and spent writing this letter so I will finish here. I have a lot more to offer in the way of solutions and how they will fit within the current economic, social and cultural landscape of New Zealand. Please again refer to my website, which I have just updated www.jrmurphypoet.com – I truly believe my scientific, legal and cultural response to current social dysfunction is the only way to proceed.

 

Kia kaha and aroha to us all.

Sincerely

JR

Civil Society Activist

 

 

 

 

 

 

Amazing Idea about Lotto funding regional rehab & mental health facilities

Been having a really hard time of it, Monday morning was horrific as you will see from my YouTube channel and what I was chalking on the street.  When I go through these severe traumas (suicidal episodes alone because I am refused entitlements under law), which are as significant as your best friend trying to kill you, I often become highly creative.  That is one of the only advantages of my CPTSD, this creativity not only inspires my poetry and art it inspires me to find viable solutions to the situations those in power say they want to repair in our dysfunctional society.

Anyway, I make phone calls, that’s my thing, police must hate me cause I sure they get a few calls when I lose it at people who become insulting and patronising – note I do not threaten harm I just become insulting and swearing, ie I go tourettes (it is a recognised aspect of my disability now – it distresses and harms me too).  Anyway I phoned Lotto about their current advertising campaign about everybody caring for each other and pointed out this was not true in the darklands I live rotting on welfare thanks to ACC etc.  I became distraught, it didn’t go well, but the girl said someone would phone me back.

I got a lovely phone call from a young woman and they going to look at the advertising, considering the state of housing, violence, crime and suicide at the moment, based on my comments.  I also asked her how I could have a voice and tell her my ideas about refocusing charity on to people in need.  Look up ANY DICTIONARY – MINE IS THE OXFORD I GOT WHILE STUDYING LAW AT VICTORIA IN 2001.  Providing for people in need was the dictionary definition until our Orwellian government changed the law to change the meaning.  Which included extravagant sports, arts and business promotion projects.  All for the middle class and rich, while people in real need of the necessities of life, like safety, a safe stable affordable home, a dignified life, valuable jobs, food (without begging for it) became more and more persecuted and impoverished.

This is what fuels our violence, self-harm, addiction and suicide statistics and I challenge anybody to a debate on that topic.  This is what makes wealthy immigrants able to buy land in New Zealand while those PURPOSELY IMPOVERISHED locals cannot.  This is what creates homelessness, domestic violence and trauma in the local population.  There are very bad people involved in our government that do this purposely because of their extremist neo-liberal beliefs.

Since I spoke to her the ideas have been rushing through my head as to how it would all work.  Being built over a short time by each community, using resources diverted from commercial business and local businesses and volunteers that just want to help.  With Lotto leading the way it could be co-ordinated I know it could.  Once people got the concept.

Am referring everybody to my solutions page, please share with everybody you know.  Print out my information and take it to your local MP.  Send it to the Minister, send it to the Lotteries Grants Board and say you support my ideas.

I envisage the money from Lotto might only  need to be diverted for a limited period of time (the America’s Cup team might have to forego their millions in charity money for a while).  This would be something you could really call HOPE for 100,000s disabled and poor New Zealand victims of crime.  Homes created for these people, which is required under law, will mean other houses are left vacant for working families AND THE COSTS OF RENT WILL COME DOWN.  The I Am Hope campaign is nothing more than an insult to those who have been purposely disenfranchised and persecuted by neo-liberal extremism.  Please educate yourself about neo-liberalism, Chris Hedges and Prof David Harvey a good place to start.

The more I think about it the more excited I get, how could anybody argue with my reasoning and the benefits to our communities in so many ways.  Do we continue to lead the world in domestic/flatmate violence, youth suicide, self-harm and homelessness or do we actually show what it means to be a New Zealander, a Pakeha and Maori.  More than that to be a citizen of this planet and adhere to constitutional laws and United Nations treaties/contracts we have signed, to reject neo-liberalism as a failed economic and social experiment.

I can picture it all coming together in my head, I’ve always been very good at seeing the big picture and as I have far more of the picture as to where the problems are with THE MARKET,   charity, the law, mental health, health and government this makes me very valuable.  I reakon we could lead the world in rehabilitation of victims of crime, teach other countries what to do, including extricating themselves from the grips of cruel immoral elitist neo-liberalism.  IT IS NOT OUR CULTURE AND I WILL NEVER ACCEPT IT EVER.

If I can pull this off and convince Lotteries Grants Board, woah the positive impacts are going to be massive.  It would help those perverting the charity system at the moment, like Trust House, to save face a little, if they turned their attention to my ideas and housing – not buying more pubs.  It would stop the plethora of really really bad, offensive, unprofessional, inappropriate MAN UP – stopping (creating) violence businesses – groan.

I can picture big warehouse type facilities where houses are being built by teams of people with all types of disabilities.   Surrounded by cranes and hoists, teams of people being supervised by professionals and volunteers (like at the mens sheds). Houses would be for people with all types of economic social and cultural NEEDS and disabilities.  Must be sustainably made.  This is after the banks (giving free loans for business who participate) and private companies muck in and help build the facilities I envisage.  Once these places were set up I know we could pump out 100,000s of houses in a matter of months if the entire country got involved.  Including university students.  Got to use the fit and healthy too.  Not so much big equipment, wouldn’t be safe with so many people on site.  (Have you ever seen Mormons put up one of their churches over a few days, its cool to watch.)  An initial national combined effort, that would create the resources and infrastructure to be sustainable – COMPLETELY WITHIN THE BUDGETS and resources we currently have available.

It is imperative however we ensure (as required by international and NZ law) the cultural rights of Pakeha and Maori who want to own sufficient land to support themselves in times of hardship.  I am a firm believer in the quarter acre section for those who have been bought up in those environments.  If we grew our own vegetables and shared them, we could send more overseas.  At the moment our foreign trade in food (eg dairy, kai moana and meat) is happening at the expense of the poorest in our society, THIS MUST NOT HAPPEN, for scientific reasons.  Te Tangata Te Tangata Te Tangata – It is triggering those affected most basic instincts of survival of the fittest and tribalism – it is uncivilised and our laws were designed to stop that.

Under Libertarian beliefs they supposed to be using charity to support people in need, how did that get perverted into supporting sports, arts and business projects, cycle trails for tourists, etc.  It was the Charities Act  http://www.legislation.govt.nz/act/public/2005/0039/latest/DLM344368.html  (Note: arts for people who suffer trauma is a recognised medical therapy, extravagant arts projects like the giant screw installed across from Trust House at the roundabout in Masterton, is an insulting offensive $350,000 abomination.)

Surprise surprise, those in power went mad and started using charity to advance the rich and persecute then exploit us peasants.  Like that hasn’t happened many of times since the beginning of recorded history.  The most disturbing part now is HOW HAVE INTELLECTUALS AND JUSTICE SYSTEM LET IT GET THIS BAD, it is beyond me how an intelligent society with laws and universities who do record history let this happen.  It is terrifying to me, that someone as insignificant, powerless and disabled as me is the one saying WOAH this isn’t right and this has to stop.

Lets hope my 17 years of dogged determination, research and knowledge pays off.  Knowledge is power they reakon.  And what does not destroy you makes you stronger.  Two sayings I have on my wall.   The years of knowledge I now have and the times I have almost been destroyed by criminal neglect/negligence inciting suicide – I must be the most powerful person on the planet.

I want those who being hurt like I do and feel like I do to remember NON-VIOLENCE is the only way to defeat those in power who incite this HATE.  To all those who don’t understand what incites violence, suicide and crime I AM SURE you will understand what I am suggesting is definitely going to provide HOPE – real HOPE – real SUPPORT – real PEACE in our society.  Not just talking and marketing that changes nothing, as we have seen for the past 30 years, groan.

Kia kaha and aroha to us all – Pakeha and Maori – lets make this work – lets show the world it can work.  Capitalism and Democracy I mean, not the opposite of that, neo-liberalism – definitely not neo-liberalism – definitely definitely not.

Wairarapa Real Estate industry & local govt trying to violate my FREEDOM OF SPEECH – AHHHH NAH

Was warned by someone there is a meeting today in Carterton demanded by local real estate agents – particularly Harcourts – with Mayor John Booth and the Carterton District Council.  Here is my email response to various people and I’m putting this on my website TO PROTECT MYSELF.  Please read and contact Mayor John Booth  NZ 06 379 4030 or any member of the council about it, contact your MP about it as well.  Everybody is fine to protect fascists when their freedom of speech is violated – so I need the arts and legal community to protect me.

The more people who know what is happening the safer I am, wonder if my landlord been put under any pressure to evict me yet?   They were here yesterday doing some work, everything seemed OK, but you can’t trust anybody in this neo-liberal terrorist heart of New Zealand.   I only live a few kms from the VERY CENTRE of New Zealand – middle earth.  And I can assure you I am Frodo and this is a fight for our humanity – yipes.


From: JR
Sent: Thursday, 30 May 2019 10:06 AM
To: news TVNZ; Breakfast TVNZ; theprojectnz@mediaworks.co.nz; am@amandamillar.co.nz; radiomediaworks@gmail.com; tdbadvertising@gmail.com; contact@9news.com.au
Subject: URGENT – Freedom of speech and expression for suicidal victims of crime in New Zealand – YEAH RIGHT! – AHHHHH NAH!

Freedom of speech and expression – YEAH RIGHT!
Attention The Rock Suicide Jockeys
Attention Martyn Bradbury
Attention Jack Tame
Attention all the nice presenters who don’t know what is going on in the darklands beyond the cliff face.

From: JR
Sent: Thursday, 30 May 2019 9:37 AM
To: Iain Lees-Galloway MP; golriz.ghahraman@parliament.govt.nz; Andrew Little; Jacinda Ardern MP; kieran.mcanulty@parliament.govt.nz; alastair.scott@parliament.govt.nz; ron.mark@parliament.govt.nz; Ann Rice; Petitions OHCHR; United Nations Association of New Zealand; Bryce Edwards; submissions@theintercept.com; submissions@truthdig.com
Subject: URGENT for you information – so none of you can say you didn’t know what was going on


From:JR
Sent: Thursday, 30 May 2019 9:31 AM
To: HANSEN, Jennifer
Subject: URGENT for you information

You had better be prepared to protect me from what is happening with Mayor John Book, Carterton Council and their illegal secret consultations with local Real Estate businesses.  You are most welcome to be there to mediate and record the meeting as well, in fact it would be a very good idea for you to be there.  Groan
Seems my latest works of art are causing a real stir in the community – and yes I am being told by people who agree with what I say to tone the rage down a bit – after the years of persecution and my resulting disability it is very difficult – I can assure you I am trying.  It would be extremely helpful if I had my ACC care reinstated as required by law and the $10,000 ACC are withholding from me.
Also why would Harcourts be coming to Carterton to have a meeting?  They don’t have an office in Carterton and I havn’t been anywhere near them. I used to work for Harcourts back in the days of Mary & Pat Mahoney, so this meeting should and could be very interesting and very helpful to you and me.
Please contact me 027 3040120 if you are any part of this??? Please remember Westminister Statute the 1st – common right be done to all rich as poor and Magna Carta and my rights to freedom of speech and expression.  Police aren’t there to keep NZ safe – that is neo-liberal corruption – the police are there to keep the peace between rich and poor – AS PEACEKEEPERS not soldier.
Sincerely
JR
Civil Society Actor

From: JR
Sent: Thursday, 30 May 2019 9:16 AM
To: info@cdc.govt.nz
Subject: Mayor John Booth URGENT – MEETING BETWEEN YOU AND REAL ESTATE IS ILLEGAL – VIOLATION OF NZ CONSTITUTIONAL LAWS

Dear John,
I have been told you are getting extreme pressure from Real Estate Agents in Wairarapa to DO SOMETHING ABOUT MY LEGAL PUBLIC PROTESTS in order to violate my freedom of speech and expression.
YOU NEED TO CANCEL THAT MEETING – it is illegal for you to co-operate with these rich people when you refuse to co-operate with a poor person like myself, especially an artist and Civil Society Actor as defined by the United Nations.
You are the government, if those Real Estate Agents want to do graffiti art and marketing on the streets with their views on those things that incite HATE in our community then they are most welcome to.  It is the law that you keep the peace between rich and poor, IT IS ILLEGAL TO ADVANCE THE RICH AND PERSECUTE THE POOR.
If you want to continue with the meeting you need to contact me and see when I am available to also attend.  The meeting will need to be recorded for my safety and legal purposes.  I will be advising the Minister for Local Government of the meeting and what is happening, again for my protection and legal purposes.
You are putting me through all of this just so ACC doesn’t have to reinstate my health care after winning two ACC reviews nine years ago – BECAUSE I AM A DISABLED MENTALLY INJURED VICTIM OF CRIME and criminal negligence and don’t have the necessaries of life I am entitled to under CURRENT NZ LAWS and UN signed ratified international treaties.  Wow, you people have completely lost the plot, abuses of power will do that to pretty much any person.
Sincerely
JR
Civil Society Actor
HUMAN SEWAGE

Complaint about judges comments #metoo “It’s a red tape war & I’m a red tape whore.”

Sent this complaint this morning, couldn’t get it off  my mind, so best to do it and get it sent, letter one of my best I reakon.  It’s a red tape war and I’m a red tape whore (c) ReFuSe

26 May 2019

 

Office of the Judicial Conduct Commissioner

PO Box 2661

WELLINGTON

Judicialconduct@jcc.govt.nz

 

Dear Sir/Madam,

 

It is with the deepest regret and despair I write this complaint after 17 years attempting to get the health care, welfare, housing and justice I am entitled to as a disabled victim of crime in New Zealand. A United Nations Human Rights inspector I met at Te Papa told me to keep making formal complaints so there is a paper trail to follow. Although I am quite sure this valid complaint will fail and I will never get the justice and protection required as a disabled Civil Society Actor – defined by the UN Civil Society Handbook.

 

Years of study, valid complaints of injustice and experience have shown all laws established after the 1984 takeover by radicalised American neo-liberal economic terrorists in New Zealand are designed to defeat justice for the ‘purposely impoverished and persecuted then exploited poor local population’. Commissions are poor man’s justice – ie no justice at all – in fact I find them more proof of widespread government corruption and injustice in a sector.

 

This complaint is justified, as are the other complaints I have made, all ignored of course. Sadly I found myself, after one year studying law at Victoria University 2001, in a 17 year battle for justice for myself and other purposely impoverished, persecuted, criminally neglected victims of crime and trauma. Mostly with ACC, however in fighting for those things I am entitled to under ACC law I was exposed to the extent of neo-liberal/Libertarian corruption and HATE in our society. HATE that grows every day while our most basic constitutional laws are violated (please refer to the Imperial Laws Application Act 1988) – while multiple UN international laws (signed ratified treaties) are also violated.

 

This complaint has its legal origins in Westminster Statute the 1st – common right be done to all rich as poor and the Magna Carta – no person shall be destroyed and every person shall have access to right and justice. I wrote a poem for the 800 year anniversary of the Magna Carta, it can be viewed online at http://jrmurphypoet.com/2015/06/800-years-a-poem-to-commemorate-the-magna-carta-2015/ I was also sent a copy of the speech by grossly corrupt Attorney-General Christopher Finlayson performed at a government comedy event to celebrate it.

 

I feel quite sorry for Judge Barbara Morris having to be the scapegoat for a judiciary who profit from illegally denying people with mental health issues professional health care and necessities of life (eg safe stable affordable housing).

 

WHAT HAPPENED

 

On Thursday 23 May I was in court again trying to get a lawyer after waiting almost 18 months since my first valid protest against illegal police violence in January 2018. Judge Morris knows me quite well after nine years LEGALLY protesting against ACC illegally removing my entitlements and refusing to reinstatement them after winning TWO ACC reviews in 2010/11.

 

Judge Morris made an extremely inappropriate comment about me receiving counselling for the trauma ‘the rapist’ had caused. Firstly she is well aware from my protests that it is far more than counselling I am protesting about. It was established many years ago by health professionals and ACC that COUNSELLING is not sufficient treatment, care or rehabilitation in my particular sensitive claim. There are multiple reports that say this, along with documents I had sent to the judge prior to the hearing. As I am not allowed a lawyer I have been forced to do what I can to defend myself, even when it is extremely harmful and almost impossible to do it, due to impairments related to my disability – Complex PTSD. Part of my CPTSD involves being highly suicidal, CPTSD has a 60% mortality rate due to suicide – inciting someone to suicide is illegal.

 

Part of my CPTSD includes compounding trauma, so when I start bringing up all the deeply distressing injustices I have been subjected to through the justice system I start to become traumatised, have to self-harm etc so I don’t commit suicide (like I have to do multiple times writing this). It is a living nightmare many people in New Zealand are now forced to live with following introduction of neo-liberalism. Wairarapa, where I live, has the highest rate of self-harm in New Zealand, also highest rate of suicide, compulsory treatment orders and prescriptions for psychotropic drugs. I would imagine it also has the most extreme forms of inequality and elitism in New Zealand as well – they must be training rich children to hurt poor people at the multiple private schools here. The elitist hatred is quite obvious to the youth of our region, my children went through the public education system here and told me what they knew about the kids from private schools. It is even more obvious in our community through corrupt elitist neo-liberal organisations such as Trust House and the way ‘community leaders’ advance the rich and persecute the poor.

 

When I was interviewed by a lawyer from the Mental Health Inquiry last year she identified the worst elitism they had so far experienced, after meetings with local community and health leaders earlier in the day. She asked me why I thought it was happening and I told her about the private schools, bias media, inequality between richest and poorest and lack of housing (ie provision for disabled and poor of this region).

 

Elitism is illegal according to NZ Constitutional laws, I continue to wonder why the courts, lawyers and judges allow it. Although statistics about the punishment of beneficiaries (doing what they have to in order to survive and support their children) compared to the punishment of wealthy tax fraudsters tells the true story, also punishments for rapists/criminals who have wealthy powerful family connections).

 

Although the rape, sodomy and not guilty verdict (even when the rapist admitted in court to the jury of 10 white haired old men, one old woman with a blue rinse and one young woman who looked IHC) were what entitled me to ACC, my life-threatening CPTSD is a result of criminal neglect following the crime. I am/was a strong sensible person, bad stuff happens, I know that, I would have recovered from what happened to me if I had received the professional treatment care rehabilitation, safe housing and justice as required under ACC law – and multiple other laws I have read. I can read and comprehend what I read, my mental health issues since the event don’t make me a liar or stupid. In fact based on my extensive knowledge of traumatic stress disorders I would suggest years of severe neglect makes you more intelligent – fighting for your life does that.

 

Many people have been trying to force counselling onto me when the ACC rehabilitation plan illegally removed in 2009 involved around 12 hours a week with a multi-disciplinary team of health professionals and instructed/supported members of the community. I had an Occupational Therapist 2 hrs a week, Psychologist 1 hour, psycho-social rehab at a gym 6 hours, 3 hours a week with a mental health worker and 1 hour a month with a Buddhist massage therapist. I was six months into a 2 ½ year rehabilitation plan when it was illegally removed by ACC GP Peter Jansen. I have seen counsellors through ACC, they were ineffective, most of them would cry once they heard my current living situation, which they obviously could do nothing about, even though they knew it was extremely detrimental to the healing process for victims of crime (ie there are too many serious current traumas to deal with before they can deal with the rape trauma.)

 

Judge Morris should be completely focused on legalities of what is happening to me and how I am presenting in person and with the information I provide her. Her opinion as to my health needs, which she has voiced previously in a closed court based on the experiences of her beloved daughter, is not appropriate. I am a 54 year old women with children and responsibilities of running a household without support from my wealthy parents/family. (Note: my children have left home but of course still need me. My daughter had a life-changing car accident last week – sadly I was not able to be near her as I can’t afford the petrol to get to Whakatane where she now lives.) Being poor insures I am further marginalised, if I had the $10,000 in unpaid Independence Allowance ACC are currently withholding I would have been able to go and see her.

 

Last year lawyers at Masterton Court attempted to force me into something they referred to as a PINC court. Apparently Judge Morris was instrumental in setting this up for PEOPLE IN NEED (People In Need Court). I vehemently refused asserting I was no criminal, my actions in response to gross violations of my rights were completely legal. Also attempting to put me under the grossly corrupt/illegal Mental Health Act 1992 (at the height of National party neo-liberal corruption) to force me to take medication to control me was not going to happen if I could stop it. I am well aware of United Nations international law about my rights to refuse ‘medical treatment’ and why it was implemented after NAZI legalised experimenting on those they chose to persecute – namely disabled who couldn’t work at maximum productivity, govt rape victims, people with brown skin, homeless gypsies, homosexuals and jews.

 

It is interesting to note during consultations for the UN human rights process in New Zealand last year how 95% of the people participating were there about gross violations of human rights against people with mental health issues – particularly abuse victims. People who were not MENTALLY ILL, people who were MENTALLY INJURED as defined by ACC legislation. A normal brain and a normal person experiencing overwhelming trauma – overwhelming trauma that requires a safe place to heal/recover. With neo-liberalism requiring the privatisation and handing over of EVERYTHING TO ‘THE MARKET’, particularly state housing (which is a legal responsibility of the government under international and NZ law) the government stopped providing state housing and sold off everything they possibly could. In the Wairarapa they sold all state housing to either those people in the homes (if they could come up with the money for a deposit) or the ‘pub/gambling charity’ Trust House.

 

There is no need to say what I think of the grossly corrupted, deeply degrading and fraudulent charity industry after 30 years of neo-liberal economic religious beliefs and American Trump advisor Peter Thiel bragging how NZ is a Libertarian utopia – but I will anyway.

 

As you can see from this complaint it is a small/yet extremely significant moment in the gross injustices I experience in the justice, health and welfare systems since 2002. Currently I am excluded from all health services, I have no GP, no health care even when reports say I am very unwell, am disabled and been on invalids benefit for many years. I am not even allowed to phone Healthline I discovered recently, which is quite terrifying and I am sure related to formal complaints I have made about Compass Health board member, government contracted Bell Gully lawyer Simon Watt. Judge Barbara Morris knows about my allegations against Simon Watt, this is part of the information I have given to her in the past few months.

 

Judge Morris also knows I cannot get a lawyer and Forensic Mental Health assessors with conflicts of interest are being used to pervert the course of justice in my case. I currently have a complaint with the medical council about the last assessment and the three inappropriate assessors who agreed to assess me when Medical Council rules plainly state they should withdraw. I won’t go into that as I am becoming very distraught and had to self-harm again.

 

I am quite sure this complaint will be ignored, based on the past 17 years of valid complaints and rejections but if there is any remote chance ‘justice for the poor’ is returning to our legal system then I ask you to uphold my complaint. It seems strange a judge who has publicly identified that mentally ill and poor people are unjustly ending up in the court system and tried to do something about it is the one complained about – one of those neo-liberal abominations I often talk about in my work as a Civil Society Actor. If I had health care so I could return to ‘traditional paid work’ I wouldn’t have time to do as much as I do, wouldn’t you think those in power over me would do something to help me. Perhaps it is part of neo-liberalism for the government to violate the law in order to create jobs and profits for the justice industry and others.

 

Why ACC etc refuse me services was highlighted following the Christchurch Mosque shootings and the need for $millions in charity to support victims. Muslim victims of violent crimes getting help with money, housing, etc while local terrorised population get – counselling. We are No 1 in the world for domestic/flatmate violence, have been for many years due to illegal removal of state housing and people forced into unsafe unstable unaffordable living situations. I have expressed my resentment to Muslim groups involved about all the money and support they are getting. So far rich people have donated $11million, which is being held by government agency Victim Support. Once distributed to the victims of the mosque shootings, I imagine no more than 500 people directly affected that would be $22,000 each – enough for a deposit on a house (so long as they are not permanently disabled as people on welfare ARE NOT ALLOWED TO BORROW MONEY TO LIVE IN THEIR OWN HOME – a violation of disability legislation).

 

I hope with all my heart my complaint is acknowledge and addressed and in doing so will not only change my situation but the situation for approximately 1 million impoverished disabled victims who currently experience 80% of the crime in New Zealand. Sadly Jacinda Ardern deceitfully used these statistics in her propaganda marketing after the mosque shootings as an excuse for complaints in the news from mosque shooting victims.

 

Kia kaha and aroha to the poor and powerless.

Sincerely

JR

Civil Society Actor

HUMAN SEWAGE

 

 

Medical Council complaint, proof of New Zealand government corruption & cruelty

3 May 2019

 

Medical Council of NZ

PO Box 10509

The Terrace

WELLINGTON

 

Dear Sir/Madam,

 

This letter is to form part of my complaint about Justin Barry-Walsh and others using psychological abuse/torture in an attempt to drive me to suicide.

 

I am not sure how to talk about the background to this as it is very traumatising for me, I have communication impairments and need someone to insure I relate all the relevant information needed for the Medical Council to make a decision. Can you please help me work out how to do this, I am not sure myself, whether phone or face to face. I have no support to do this from anybody else.

 

This is in regard to being in court for my legal and valid protests about police violence, being illegally denied health care, punitive use of the justice system, government corruption, gross injustices in mental health and housing sector, etc. Legal Aid refused me legal aid, even when the judge said they were required to provide it so I had a lawyer.

 

On 1 May I heard from Nelda Day court officer that the second psych assessment would be 24 May, THE DAY AFTER I was due in court. The date of 23 May was made four weeks ago, the Forensic Service was required to provide a suitably qualified culturally appropriate ‘impartial’ psych assessment as requested by Judge Morris before the next court date – not the day after. The 23rd was chosen because I have a long term relationship of sorts with Judge Morris and she is determined to do whatever she can to get me the health care and justice I am entitled to under law – so I don’t end up in court repeatedly for my ongoing protests. She was going to be there on 23 May, she may not be there 10 days later.

 

I was advised the assessor was going to be Dr David Chaplow, ex Director of mental health and one of the people I have spent the past 17 yrs complaining/protesting about.   The first assessor was not who the court staff were told it would be, it was a very gay sounding man called Peter who only 18 months before wrote a report saying I didn’t want services – which was a horrendous lie.   Then I got Dr Barry-Walsh who I thought to be trustworthy, but obviously wasn’t from his report. Now they want Dr Chaplow, when I had requested Mason Drury or ANYBODY he recommended who knew Whare Tapa Wha and assessed on a culturally appropriate basis, ie as a Pakeha New Zealander. The judge supported this in her formal request to Forensic Services, it was ignored.

 

Finding out the court had organised the psych assessment for the day after I was due in court made me very angry and I challenged court staff about this.   I was told to contact Forensic Services as they were the ones who organised it, there was nothing they could do. Giving consideration to my extremely poor mental health what they were doing was psychological torture, vindictive, punitive use of the justice system and criminal under Sections 150A and 151 of the Crimes Act. It is also a perversion of justice which is a crime and subject to 7 years jail if convicted and of course many other human rights and disability rights laws.  I looked on the website and tried to phone head of Forensic Services Dr Emery-Palmer http://www.mhaids.health.nz/about-us/directors-of-area-mental-health-services/ given the seriousness of what was happening.

 

I went through to a call centre, the person asked me who I was because psychiatrists did not talk with patients who phoned, I told her I was not a patient. She phoned through to Dr Emery-Palmer and returned to me saying the doctor had said I was a patient and not to put me through. I reiterated I was not a patient and tried to explain the situation, the woman hung up on me.

 

As a writer I have a pretty good grasp of the English language and just to make sure looked up the word patient.   I am definitely not a patient by definition of the word, I am not registered with any health provider (am not allowed to register, the waiting list is 600 people long – mostly wealthy immigrants), I have not received any services from mental health for many years – no matter how many times I begged for professional health care I was entitled to. I have not received anything from public mental health services, except some counselling 25 years ago and the odd bit of social work (which is not health care). I did have some interaction with an Occupational Therapist in 2009 but when ACC illegally withdrew my actual professional rehabilitation the OT couldn’t cope and rejected me also. I had been working with a very professional and amazing OT Glenda vandervenLong at the time who was funded by ACC. The interaction with Hugh Gaywood-Eyre OT was more a therapeutic interaction, there was no ‘health care’ involved.

 

The last interaction I had with Hugh was at Masterton police station, I was on the floor with my arms around the ankles of the social worker sitting beside him begging for health care. Hugh told me to get up and stop embarrassing myself, that I knew as well as him there were no longer services in mental health. He left the service not long after that, I knew him through a club I belonged to for a while, we have discussed what happened, he left MH services as he couldn’t cope with how badly they treated people.

 

Being a patient would require some sort of regular interaction with the same person, I can’t recall that happening for a very long time. It distresses me greatly that other people appear to get professional health care and I do not. I have never understood why and people treat me like I’m a liar and delusional when I tell them what is happening to me, because it doesn’t happen to them. Hopefully the Medical Council and police can work out what has been happening to me. The only possible reason I can think of is my public protests and formal complaints, it is illegal to harm or disadvantage someone who makes a complaint.

 

With everything the media and government say about mental health services and the horrendous ‘suicide promotion’ propaganda we are all subjected to day after day, my mental health is denigrated even further by my experience of EXACTLY THE OPPOSITE to what is expected.

 

It appears to me Dr Emery-Palmer may be part of this appalling abusive behaviour by Forensic Services, I truly believe only a police investigation would be able to explain what is happening and how many it is happening to. I know from the laws I read it is not allowed to happen to me or anybody else.

 

Mental health services have more power over people and the opportunity for more abuses of power than police. What is happening to me might explain New Zealand’s world leading suicide, self-harm, domestic violence and eating disorder rates. Perhaps I am part of a targeted group of disabled people who are prevented from accessing professional health care, using professional health and rehabilitation models and whose valid complaints are illegally rejected.

 

Please make this stop, please, I have never hurt anybody, I barely drink, I don’t do drugs, I don’t steal, I don’t rip people off, I don’t bludge off people, I don’t gossip, I don’t gamble, I am not a sexual deviant or pervert of any sort. I am an honest good person just wanting health care I need and am entitled to so I can return to work for wages, so I can live with dignity and in safety without having to beg for food. My house is tidy and clean, my gardens are done, I share jars of jam & pickle I make with others, most of it goes to waste (when I get given fruit or produce people don’t want). I don’t want to live like this as an outcast of society, I am intelligent, I have reports that say it, I have a report from Justin Barry-Walsh 6 years ago that said I was intelligent, didn’t have a personality disorder and am not delusional. That is still true, unfortunately I don’t know if Justin is as sound minded.

 

I am 54 years old, why are they doing this to me, I am going to be destitute the rest of my life if they don’t help me, there is no point in living if this is what my life is going to be like.   Please I want to meet my grandchildren, please I don’t want to be despised by my family and the community, please I havn’t done anything wrong and I don’t understand why this is happening to me when every law and report I read says exactly the opposite should be happening. Please if I don’t work I know I will be raped, harmed and exploited again, please help me, this is what is happening in the ‘darklands’ where I live every day. Its very hard to avoid junkies and being told repeatedly to interact with very self-righteous wealthy Christians is extremely offensive. The times I have gone to churches for support I have ended up being the one supporting them, working for them for nothing, often doing things for people who were getting health services and had safe stable homes to live in.

 

Did I tell you about them cancelling an x-ray the doctor at A & E said I needed, so I went there and was told there was no appointment?   Did I tell you about mental health staff gossiping to people in the community about what a bad person I was (who then came and told me). If I was a patient of mental health services then I would be able to make formal complaints about this gossip and the horrendous violations of my most basic rights, I am not so I can’t.   How can somebody be a PATIENT of a health system that completely rejects them?   They treat sex offenders and abusive thieving junkies better than they treat their victims, I know that for sure.

 

What is happening to me is a criminal act and a deliberate perversion of justice

 

 

Yours sincerely

 

 

JR

HUMAN SEWAGE

 

New Punk Song – Handcuffs Are Not a Weapon – New Zealand police!

Handcuffs are not a weapon
Police are not there to harm
Freedom of speech is a right under law
Cruel cops now the Devil’s right arm

Poverty’s the worst form of violence
Begging degrades and does harm
Homes, jobs and care are rights under law
Charities now the Devil’s left arm

Suicide prevention’s promotion
Now killing good people’s a job
Media and money controls everything
Devil’s got the minds of this mob

New Zealand is not a democracy
Rule of law protects only the rich
Judges and lawyers are unjust and cruel
Devil’s got them as his bitch

 

Just wrote suicide prevention verse, wrote the others over past few months, knew there was one more to be written.  Each of the verses a separate poem in its own right.  Put together with my punk riff, metal pedal – Am, open string, G, open string –  its a wicked song I love singing and all of it true.  can’t wait to perform it outside court house.

Tony Ellis Sitting In Your Palace

Just heard the story of another terrorised abuse victim and her experience with this misogynst, insulting, vicious, corrupt pig Tony Ellis – so thought I’d post this old poem of mine.

Tony Ellis sitting in your palace
Looking down your nose at me
Saying I’m not here for you peasants
While nothing for men I see

I only deal with important stuff
Violent abuse I’d rather not see
I havn’t got time, now get off my mind
Stories of intimidation, discrimination, bigotry

Tony Ellis sitting in your palace
Could you look me in the eye and say
I’m far to busy, its not important
Now please just go away

I’m trying to expose the truth
Don’t ignore this most serious crime
This crime against those abused
That affects society, the soul, the mind

Tony Ellis sitting in yuor palance
Watch my words upon the web
JR Murphy poet & artist
An activist you all dread

Please come down from your palace
Come visit me I”m real
An intelligent human being saying
Somethings wrong when care’s a torture wheel

enD

Been changing it as I rewrote it, might have another go at it later, now I know how corrupt Ellis and our justice system truly are, grrrrr.