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If you support this proposal to refocus charity in NZ – HERE IS WHAT TO DO

Here is the letter to Lotteries Grants Board, I believe they will not support it unless people back me up.  Not only those people who say tell me to my face the support me, and like what I do who need to do something.  For those who don’t like me for my challenging protests, you will find they might tone down a notch or 10 if me and other disabled victims of crime get the professional treatment, care, rehabilitation and safe homes we are entitled to under law?  (If all disabled people get help – which my Regional Rehabilitation Centres cover.)

When I wrote this I hadn’t considered how ALL CHARITIES in New Zealand could for a LIMITED TIME focus their resources on people in need.  They could probably go back to funding extravagant, sports arts and business projects – but for now I believe it is imperative our PRIORITIES ARE CULTURALLY APPROPRIATE as a Pakeha/Maori New Zealander.

I also thought how upskilling and educating the workforce to provide the envisaged health and welfare services could be paid for by lottery funding.  Free education in our struggling privatised? tertiary institutions, everybody is a winner so far.

All you have to do is send a link to my website to Lotteries and anybody you think can make this happen and anybody you think will support my ideas.  You could print out a copy of this letter or another one of my posts and send it snail mail to a politician (who by the way have all rejected my ideas for years).  Its free to send mail to politicians, Just put   (name) MP, or Minister, Parliament Buildings, WELLINGTON – no stamp necessary.

10 June 2019

 

Lotteries Grants Board

PO Box 805

WELLINGTON 6140

 

Dear Board Members,

 

After a recent telephone conversation with your office (with a very nice woman) and a very serious suicidal episode this morning I am motivated to try again to have my ideas, observations, solutions and artistic voice heard.

 

Lotto advertising and the charity industry has been distressing me for some time now. The latest advertising about Kiwis doing things for each other was most distressing because I live in the ‘darklands’ as a disabled unwell victim of crime, I am 54 years old. This is so far from the truth, with the situation of poverty enveloping the local population, mostly due to the huge influx of wealthy immigrants driving disabled and poor locals from their homes.

 

Not only are we No 1 in the OECD of homeless now (which is a gross violation of my Pakeha culture and our laws), there is no record of the numbers of people, particularly vulnerable women victims of crime in dangerous and inhuman living situations. This is what I see around me, women being raped and driven to prostitution and crime to survive. Having their children taken because they cannot cope or are forced to stay with perpetrators of crime.

 

I am a Civil Society Actor as outlined on the UN Civil Society Handbook. That saying I use the scope of being offensive in the face of suffering and injustice to its limit. As well as now suffering tourettes type outbursts after nine years being denied reinstated of my ACC care after winning two reviews. These do not include threats of harm but they are very offensive and include a lot of swearing. This impairments related to my disability is recognised in psychiatric assessments I have had.

 

For 17 years since I was hurt in a crime, while being sole parent to two girls, I have studied to understand why the care for me was so bad and why I was not receiving the treatment care rehabilitation and safe home I knew I was entitled to under ACC and several other laws. I was studying law at Victoria University when I was hurt, was refused assistance to finish the degree. I have since studied papers at Massey University in rehabilitation, disability and health, my mental health deteriorated and I was unable to finish this degree either.   I tried again about five years ago and serious housing issues arose with an abusive mentally ill flatmate which prevented me gaining that degree. I have been left with a $7,000 student loan which will cause me serious issues if I try and return to work while on invalids benefit, perhaps part time to start (I will get less money working than not).

 

This is my website www.jrmurphypoet.com which outlines many of my ideas, my poetry, my activism and unjust things that happen to me as a disabled CSA with a challenging mental health issue. Of particular importance, and I have included a copy with this letter, are my rehabilitation model for victims of crime (but could apply to other people) Fence At The Top Of The Cliff. Also my business plan for Mental Injury Services, which is modelled on a foundation that would never falter so these disability services are guaranteed.

 

It is my personal belief these facilities should be funded and provided by the government. However as we are under a neo-liberal economic model I know there is little hope in this happening, which is very sad, as I truly believe it is part of our culture. Several history books I have read refer to New Zealand being a new place with as an egalitarian caring kind society as possible. Homes, welfare and guaranteed jobs were are part of our early political history and it created a society that was one of the most socially advanced in the world. Particularly ACC law which has been perverted and turned into an organisation causing significant harm and profiting business rather than for its purpose.

 

It has come to my attention (as I work every day on trying to keep myself and others alive and safe) there have been government changes to the meaning of the word charity, through legislation. This has been extremely detrimental to those in need in New Zealand. The dictionary definition of charity is people in need, there are so many NZ and international laws and UN treaties government have signed and ratified supporting this definition.

 

Since charities and not for profits were encouraged to cover extravagant sports, tourist infrastructure (eg bike trails), research, education, arts and business promotion projects it has turned into an industry and it DOES NOT WORK. In fact me and many people I know find it offensive that our ‘wonderful kind sharing society’ spends money on these wants while the needs of the local society are ignored.

 

I believe it is vitally important to address our world leading suicide, domestic/flatmate violence, self-harm and homelessness statistics and I believe I have a plan that would be instrumental in doing that. It would also stem the rise in discrimination, including racism which is becoming so bad here. People who make the decisions do not live in this world, this culture, you don’t know what is happening. Most people rely on news media for their information and they are, really bias, I won’t go into it here, however as a CSA it is extremely disappointing and infuriating what they do to censor and cover up the situation.

 

If the Lottery Grants Board decided to focus all its charity efforts on those in need I know the safety and quality of life for all people living in New Zealand would improve. I also know those organisations who currently receiving funding would understand the urgency and crisis of the situation in New Zealand. I truly believe the housing, support and employment crisis for disabled victims of crime must be addressed urgently. If we are to see any changes in mental health, violence and crime statistics, after all those statistics are people- not that people like myself feel like we being treated like a human being, please refer to my song Human Sewage and many of my other written works.

 

The Regional Disability Services and Regional Mental Health facilities I have outlined on my website – here is the link. I am not sure I will be able to send you a printed copy due to the cost of photocopying. To make these services available as soon as possible I envisage a nationwide call to action from private enterprise and the community, especially those building commercial properties and doing roading work, to move their resources into building these facilities over the course of a few months. Many of the men and women who do these jobs would be pleased to spend their energy in creating what the poorest most vulnerable people need, rather than more homes/resources for business and the wealthy.

 

However, I am adamant victims of crime are to be the priority and perpetrators are second in line – unlike what is happening now. Where junkies and dangerous people are getting put up in hotels while their victims are living in unsafe unstable unaffordable accommodation, like myself. We must make the Fence At the Top of the Cliff, so people do not fall and are picked up by police, justice system, abusive mental health services (yes they are abusive), plethora of unco-ordinated unprofessional social agencies – groan.

 

I am exhausted and spent writing this letter so I will finish here. I have a lot more to offer in the way of solutions and how they will fit within the current economic, social and cultural landscape of New Zealand. Please again refer to my website, which I have just updated www.jrmurphypoet.com – I truly believe my scientific, legal and cultural response to current social dysfunction is the only way to proceed.

 

Kia kaha and aroha to us all.

Sincerely

JR

Civil Society Activist

 

 

 

 

 

 

Amazing Idea about Lotto funding regional rehab & mental health facilities

Been having a really hard time of it, Monday morning was horrific as you will see from my YouTube channel and what I was chalking on the street.  When I go through these severe traumas (suicidal episodes alone because I am refused entitlements under law), which are as significant as your best friend trying to kill you, I often become highly creative.  That is one of the only advantages of my CPTSD, this creativity not only inspires my poetry and art it inspires me to find viable solutions to the situations those in power say they want to repair in our dysfunctional society.

Anyway, I make phone calls, that’s my thing, police must hate me cause I sure they get a few calls when I lose it at people who become insulting and patronising – note I do not threaten harm I just become insulting and swearing, ie I go tourettes (it is a recognised aspect of my disability now – it distresses and harms me too).  Anyway I phoned Lotto about their current advertising campaign about everybody caring for each other and pointed out this was not true in the darklands I live rotting on welfare thanks to ACC etc.  I became distraught, it didn’t go well, but the girl said someone would phone me back.

I got a lovely phone call from a young woman and they going to look at the advertising, considering the state of housing, violence, crime and suicide at the moment, based on my comments.  I also asked her how I could have a voice and tell her my ideas about refocusing charity on to people in need.  Look up ANY DICTIONARY – MINE IS THE OXFORD I GOT WHILE STUDYING LAW AT VICTORIA IN 2001.  Providing for people in need was the dictionary definition until our Orwellian government changed the law to change the meaning.  Which included extravagant sports, arts and business promotion projects.  All for the middle class and rich, while people in real need of the necessities of life, like safety, a safe stable affordable home, a dignified life, valuable jobs, food (without begging for it) became more and more persecuted and impoverished.

This is what fuels our violence, self-harm, addiction and suicide statistics and I challenge anybody to a debate on that topic.  This is what makes wealthy immigrants able to buy land in New Zealand while those PURPOSELY IMPOVERISHED locals cannot.  This is what creates homelessness, domestic violence and trauma in the local population.  There are very bad people involved in our government that do this purposely because of their extremist neo-liberal beliefs.

Since I spoke to her the ideas have been rushing through my head as to how it would all work.  Being built over a short time by each community, using resources diverted from commercial business and local businesses and volunteers that just want to help.  With Lotto leading the way it could be co-ordinated I know it could.  Once people got the concept.

Am referring everybody to my solutions page, please share with everybody you know.  Print out my information and take it to your local MP.  Send it to the Minister, send it to the Lotteries Grants Board and say you support my ideas.

I envisage the money from Lotto might only  need to be diverted for a limited period of time (the America’s Cup team might have to forego their millions in charity money for a while).  This would be something you could really call HOPE for 100,000s disabled and poor New Zealand victims of crime.  Homes created for these people, which is required under law, will mean other houses are left vacant for working families AND THE COSTS OF RENT WILL COME DOWN.  The I Am Hope campaign is nothing more than an insult to those who have been purposely disenfranchised and persecuted by neo-liberal extremism.  Please educate yourself about neo-liberalism, Chris Hedges and Prof David Harvey a good place to start.

The more I think about it the more excited I get, how could anybody argue with my reasoning and the benefits to our communities in so many ways.  Do we continue to lead the world in domestic/flatmate violence, youth suicide, self-harm and homelessness or do we actually show what it means to be a New Zealander, a Pakeha and Maori.  More than that to be a citizen of this planet and adhere to constitutional laws and United Nations treaties/contracts we have signed, to reject neo-liberalism as a failed economic and social experiment.

I can picture it all coming together in my head, I’ve always been very good at seeing the big picture and as I have far more of the picture as to where the problems are with THE MARKET,   charity, the law, mental health, health and government this makes me very valuable.  I reakon we could lead the world in rehabilitation of victims of crime, teach other countries what to do, including extricating themselves from the grips of cruel immoral elitist neo-liberalism.  IT IS NOT OUR CULTURE AND I WILL NEVER ACCEPT IT EVER.

If I can pull this off and convince Lotteries Grants Board, woah the positive impacts are going to be massive.  It would help those perverting the charity system at the moment, like Trust House, to save face a little, if they turned their attention to my ideas and housing – not buying more pubs.  It would stop the plethora of really really bad, offensive, unprofessional, inappropriate MAN UP – stopping (creating) violence businesses – groan.

I can picture big warehouse type facilities where houses are being built by teams of people with all types of disabilities.   Surrounded by cranes and hoists, teams of people being supervised by professionals and volunteers (like at the mens sheds). Houses would be for people with all types of economic social and cultural NEEDS and disabilities.  Must be sustainably made.  This is after the banks (giving free loans for business who participate) and private companies muck in and help build the facilities I envisage.  Once these places were set up I know we could pump out 100,000s of houses in a matter of months if the entire country got involved.  Including university students.  Got to use the fit and healthy too.  Not so much big equipment, wouldn’t be safe with so many people on site.  (Have you ever seen Mormons put up one of their churches over a few days, its cool to watch.)  An initial national combined effort, that would create the resources and infrastructure to be sustainable – COMPLETELY WITHIN THE BUDGETS and resources we currently have available.

It is imperative however we ensure (as required by international and NZ law) the cultural rights of Pakeha and Maori who want to own sufficient land to support themselves in times of hardship.  I am a firm believer in the quarter acre section for those who have been bought up in those environments.  If we grew our own vegetables and shared them, we could send more overseas.  At the moment our foreign trade in food (eg dairy, kai moana and meat) is happening at the expense of the poorest in our society, THIS MUST NOT HAPPEN, for scientific reasons.  Te Tangata Te Tangata Te Tangata – It is triggering those affected most basic instincts of survival of the fittest and tribalism – it is uncivilised and our laws were designed to stop that.

Under Libertarian beliefs they supposed to be using charity to support people in need, how did that get perverted into supporting sports, arts and business projects, cycle trails for tourists, etc.  It was the Charities Act  http://www.legislation.govt.nz/act/public/2005/0039/latest/DLM344368.html  (Note: arts for people who suffer trauma is a recognised medical therapy, extravagant arts projects like the giant screw installed across from Trust House at the roundabout in Masterton, is an insulting offensive $350,000 abomination.)

Surprise surprise, those in power went mad and started using charity to advance the rich and persecute then exploit us peasants.  Like that hasn’t happened many of times since the beginning of recorded history.  The most disturbing part now is HOW HAVE INTELLECTUALS AND JUSTICE SYSTEM LET IT GET THIS BAD, it is beyond me how an intelligent society with laws and universities who do record history let this happen.  It is terrifying to me, that someone as insignificant, powerless and disabled as me is the one saying WOAH this isn’t right and this has to stop.

Lets hope my 17 years of dogged determination, research and knowledge pays off.  Knowledge is power they reakon.  And what does not destroy you makes you stronger.  Two sayings I have on my wall.   The years of knowledge I now have and the times I have almost been destroyed by criminal neglect/negligence inciting suicide – I must be the most powerful person on the planet.

I want those who being hurt like I do and feel like I do to remember NON-VIOLENCE is the only way to defeat those in power who incite this HATE.  To all those who don’t understand what incites violence, suicide and crime I AM SURE you will understand what I am suggesting is definitely going to provide HOPE – real HOPE – real SUPPORT – real PEACE in our society.  Not just talking and marketing that changes nothing, as we have seen for the past 30 years, groan.

Kia kaha and aroha to us all – Pakeha and Maori – lets make this work – lets show the world it can work.  Capitalism and Democracy I mean, not the opposite of that, neo-liberalism – definitely not neo-liberalism – definitely definitely not.

Corrupt New Zealand Police vs disabled suicidal UN Civil Society Activist

Thought I’d post some emails between me and police at the moment, they follow the general behaviour by cruel corrupt neo-liberal controlled police I have been subjected to over many years now.  Just for asking for health care from ACC (required by law to provide professional treatment care rehabilitation and safe housing to VICTIMS OF CRIME) after winning two court cases nine years ago.

I did everything I possibly could to get Legal Aid and a lawyer, they ignored me.  The Forensic Mental Health assessments I told her were by people who were not legally supposed to be assessing me because of conflicts of interest – all three of them.  Someone associated with Mason Durie was supposed to be, not these neo-liberal terrorist murderers who have made NZ No 1 in the world for driving women to self-harm, youth to suicide and No 5 for suicide in general.  Forensic Mental Health services and Directorate of mental health ARE CORRUPT, THEY KILL PEOPLE, THEY ARE THE ONES DENYING SERVICES AND HARMING PEOPLE.  Its not necessarily those at the cliff face, they often do their best – its the people at the top who are corrupt – the ones getting obscene amounts of money.  I know this is true, I deal with these murderers!
Here is the first email making a formal complaint to police, I should have remained cynical and not got my hopes up 🙁

From: Jayne Routhan
Sent: Tuesday, 14 May 2019 10:19 AM
To: HANSEN, Jennifer
Subject: Report Forensic Mental Health Services perverting course of justice

Hi,
I know you won’t do anything about this but UN staff told me to make sure I do things in writing and get copies.  I know my file says I’m a nutter and only protest about not having my ACC care reinstated after winning two reviews nine years ago because I am a nutter.  Its not true of course, but then what is any more, when you know how corrupt and cruel people in govt, police, health, law etc are because of what is happening to you its overwhelming.
Forensic Mental Health services have perverted the course of justice, they have sent three different psychiatric assessors all with conflicts of interest.   Medical Council rules for health professionals providing third party reports, including for the court, requires assessors to remove themselves from an assessment if they have a conflict of interest.  Which Peter, Justin Barry-Walsh and David Chaplow all have.   Also making the assessment the day after I am due in court on 23 May in order to delay proceedings and I’m guessing so Judge Morris is out of the way is criminal.
Attached are my complaints to Medical Council, but I know the law and I know whoever is sending the people above, rather than someone recommended by Mason Durie is perverting the course of justice.   It has been almost 18months since I threw washable red poster paint over the white ribbon banner in Masterton police station.  In protest at being violently assaulted and threatened with worse by local police for a NON-VIOLENT completely justifyable CHALK protest about being prosecuted for the second time for Misuse of a Telephone for phoning ACC very unwell screaming for my care to be reinstated, after waiting eight years since I won the reviews.
This is a valid report of a crime, please advise if you are not going to act on it – rather than doing nothing so there is nothing in writing to prove you are ignoring serious constitutional crimes against a disabled Civil Society Activist – who has never hurt anybody – who just asking for health care she is entitled to and desperately needs so she can return to work, can live with dignity, not want to kill herself, be safe and have a normal life like you.
Sincerely
JR
Civil Society Activist
HUMAN SEWAGE

From: HANSEN, Jennifer <Jennifer.Hansen@police.govt.nz>
Sent: Tuesday, 28 May 2019 8:26 AM
To: JR
Subject: Complaint

Hi Jayne,

As discussed with you I spoke with both prosecutions and court staff.

With regards to Legal Aid, you were advised in July last year that your application had been denied and had 15 days to respond. I am told you can reapply but do not know what the outcome of that application would be. I recall you saying that you find filling out forms difficult or stressful so please let me know if I can assist with this.

With regards to the medical assessments ordered, these are ordered by Forensic Services. They decide on the date, time and the person to complete the assessment. The court do not have a say in this.

I’m sorry but as it stands I do not see this matter as being a perversion of the course of justice.

Regards,

Jen Hansen

Senior Sergeant JHAA93

Response Manager, Wairarapa Police

jennifer.hansen@police.govt.nz

021909085

 

NOTE:  It is well documented in my health information I am not able to fill out forms, I was never allowed a lawyer to help me in the past 18 months since I threw red paint on the White Ribbon Banner in Masterton police station for police violently assaulting me, lying in court able it and IPCA doing nothing.  In fact the court process I was in when the police lied was a perversion of justice when my lawyer at the time was harassed by ACC lawyers Meredith Connell.  But I can’t get a lawyer to appeal the conviction and I am now so unwell I can’t do it myself – as I have in the past.

I contacted Legal Aid Services many times, I was abused for saying I had a disability, I was insulted and abused for begging for a lawyer.  If I didn’t have a lawyer and I definitely don’t have an advocate – only rich people get advocates, they cost money and I don’t have any money because I don’t have the health care I am entitled to so I can return to work.  I even wrote a formal complaint to the Legal Aid Board saying I couldn’t get Legal Aid – those people refusing me legal aid rejected it and refused to give it to them.

I was in the Masterton police station ABSOLUTELY TERRIFIED within 20 mins of Jennifer offering to help with the form, my car petrol light was flashing all the way home from Masterton.   I had flashback after flashback in the foyer from the excessive violence and psychological abuse I had been subjected to by Masterton police both in the cells and in the foyer.  Jennifer knew this, she watched it happening and me verbalising what was going on, she completely ignored it.  HATE STARTS WITH EX-SILVER FERN JENNIFER HANSEN, ewwwww.  Bet she only got that job for one reason, ewwwwww, she’s good looking and fit, not saying she screwed her way to the top, just saying she got that job because she is completely obedient to authority and hates all people disabled and poor people.

Starting to get overwhelmed posting this, have so many emails that could prove what they are doing to me, but as soon as I start going through them my stress disorder goes off the scale and I start wanting to self-harm and suicide.  God or Jesus or holy spirit or any spiritual entity who cares about suffering of innocent people please send me someone, please send help, please I am begging you, there is nobody else who will help me, I have nobody to turn to, everybody lies about what is going on.

 

Sent: Monday, 3 June 2019 5:43 AM
To: HANSEN, Jennifer
Subject: Can’t stop crying

Woke up this morning, delayed reaction to your hate and corruption, all I can think about is you and what you are doing to me.  Its stupid of me really, to expect justice, honesty and integrity – I should know by now NZ senior police aren’t like that under the rule of neo-liberal terrorists.

Its stupid of me really to want to kill myself because of what you have said and done, to be rejected over and over again when I beg for help I am supposed to have so I can return to work.

Wonder how many other people you do it to???  Do you all get together and laugh about me?  Try to work out more ways to terrorise me and drive me to suicide to shut me up – or of course what neo-liberals want and have me locked up in a psych hospital or prison???  I have never hurt anybody, I don’t understand why I can’t have health care I am supposed to have so I can return to work – they set it up so people can’t live on welfare, they rant on about everybody working, yet they have refused me health care for nine years after winning two court cases?????  I don’t understand why you are letting them do this to me when it is a crime????

Watched a documentary on a country in Sth America somewhere, where neo-liberals were paying violent gangs to drive the impoverished local population from their land.  A leader of one of the biggest gangs told the journalist how they had been approached but refused – others in the gang left and took up their offer.  The reason the gang boss gave for turning down the $millions was this proverb:
“Tears of the poor will catch up with you one day.”
So many local people living in despair after 30 years of American neo-liberals advancing the rich and persecuting the poor for profit.  So many local people FORCED to live off begging and charity to survive.  You were an elite athlete, you must have lived off charity money, how did it make you feel?  Or is that acceptable to neo-liberals and its only if you’re a victim of crime who can’t work full time that you supposed to feel like worthless human sewage.
Actually, my heart has been broken about you rejecting my serious and valid complaints of crimes against me since I came in for you to fill out those forms.  Its like you took Thor’s hammer to my chest and heart, with all your might you swung it and hit me as far as you possibly could from you.  Its part of this ANOMIE thing everybody is talking about now, the complete breakdown of society due to the breakdown of social bonds that is a direct result of neo-liberals advancing the rich and persecuting the poor for profit.
Why are you doing this to me, what did I ever do to you?  How can you even think it is your job to reject and hurt me, when it is your job to uphold the law for rich and poor.  That is why police swear and  oath to the Queen, or has the monarchy issued some statement of hatred and degrading inadequate charity to poor.  If she has and if the government and the police expect human sewage like me to beg for food and shelter every week THEN WHY DON’T YOU ALL JUST SAY THAT – WHY DON’T YOU PUT THAT IN THE NEWS – so at least rich people don’t HATE poor people for the situation they are in.   If middle class and rich working people, family and friends included, knew human sewage like me was expected to be unemployed and beg for food then they wouldn’t abuse or reject me for it – would they.
I don’t understand I really don’t, I thought I lived in a country that followed the law????   I don’t understand, all the marketing I see about police says you are good people, when I know you are not.   I don’t understand why I am not allowed my ACC care reinstated so I can return to work and at least be able to afford to live????   I don’t understand, I keep thinking I understand and then I sink into a place of utter hopelessness and despair, because I really don’t understand why you personally would do this to me – I never hurt you, I never hurt anybody – THEY HURT ME.
So many tears, so many years, so much despair & those in power don’t care.
I’m sorry I would rather die than beg – that’s why young people kill themselves you know – they are proud and don’t want to beg.  They know being given charity is a way of controlling and degrading someone, I know being given charity is a way of controlling and degrading me.
To know how corrupt our government are and how corrupt the police are regarding persecuting disabled mentally injured victims of crime is beyond my ability to cope.  I’m trying to express it through my art, working every day, mostly in tears, sometimes with courage and hope, but mostly with despair and crying.  Feels like I will never stop crying knowing how cruel people are because they believe in religion – neo-liberalism has been classified as a religion.
More police coming on board but less access to them, now we’re not allowed to phone the police station – that’s a neo-liberal corruption tactic by the way.  They do it with ACC, WINZ and so many other organisations put there to help people – help neo-liberals call socialism so they can say they don’t have to do it – even though its still law – we don’t live by rule of law anymore those do we Jennifer.  That’s what rejecting my complaints of crime are about, along with prosecuting me for minor charges for my legal justified protests.  I can’t stop crying, I have to go…. I have no hope, I wish I was dead.
HUMAN SEWAGE

Wairarapa Real Estate industry & local govt trying to violate my FREEDOM OF SPEECH – AHHHH NAH

Was warned by someone there is a meeting today in Carterton demanded by local real estate agents – particularly Harcourts – with Mayor John Booth and the Carterton District Council.  Here is my email response to various people and I’m putting this on my website TO PROTECT MYSELF.  Please read and contact Mayor John Booth  NZ 06 379 4030 or any member of the council about it, contact your MP about it as well.  Everybody is fine to protect fascists when their freedom of speech is violated – so I need the arts and legal community to protect me.

The more people who know what is happening the safer I am, wonder if my landlord been put under any pressure to evict me yet?   They were here yesterday doing some work, everything seemed OK, but you can’t trust anybody in this neo-liberal terrorist heart of New Zealand.   I only live a few kms from the VERY CENTRE of New Zealand – middle earth.  And I can assure you I am Frodo and this is a fight for our humanity – yipes.


From: JR
Sent: Thursday, 30 May 2019 10:06 AM
To: news TVNZ; Breakfast TVNZ; theprojectnz@mediaworks.co.nz; am@amandamillar.co.nz; radiomediaworks@gmail.com; tdbadvertising@gmail.com; contact@9news.com.au
Subject: URGENT – Freedom of speech and expression for suicidal victims of crime in New Zealand – YEAH RIGHT! – AHHHHH NAH!

Freedom of speech and expression – YEAH RIGHT!
Attention The Rock Suicide Jockeys
Attention Martyn Bradbury
Attention Jack Tame
Attention all the nice presenters who don’t know what is going on in the darklands beyond the cliff face.

From: JR
Sent: Thursday, 30 May 2019 9:37 AM
To: Iain Lees-Galloway MP; golriz.ghahraman@parliament.govt.nz; Andrew Little; Jacinda Ardern MP; kieran.mcanulty@parliament.govt.nz; alastair.scott@parliament.govt.nz; ron.mark@parliament.govt.nz; Ann Rice; Petitions OHCHR; United Nations Association of New Zealand; Bryce Edwards; submissions@theintercept.com; submissions@truthdig.com
Subject: URGENT for you information – so none of you can say you didn’t know what was going on


From:JR
Sent: Thursday, 30 May 2019 9:31 AM
To: HANSEN, Jennifer
Subject: URGENT for you information

You had better be prepared to protect me from what is happening with Mayor John Book, Carterton Council and their illegal secret consultations with local Real Estate businesses.  You are most welcome to be there to mediate and record the meeting as well, in fact it would be a very good idea for you to be there.  Groan
Seems my latest works of art are causing a real stir in the community – and yes I am being told by people who agree with what I say to tone the rage down a bit – after the years of persecution and my resulting disability it is very difficult – I can assure you I am trying.  It would be extremely helpful if I had my ACC care reinstated as required by law and the $10,000 ACC are withholding from me.
Also why would Harcourts be coming to Carterton to have a meeting?  They don’t have an office in Carterton and I havn’t been anywhere near them. I used to work for Harcourts back in the days of Mary & Pat Mahoney, so this meeting should and could be very interesting and very helpful to you and me.
Please contact me 027 3040120 if you are any part of this??? Please remember Westminister Statute the 1st – common right be done to all rich as poor and Magna Carta and my rights to freedom of speech and expression.  Police aren’t there to keep NZ safe – that is neo-liberal corruption – the police are there to keep the peace between rich and poor – AS PEACEKEEPERS not soldier.
Sincerely
JR
Civil Society Actor

From: JR
Sent: Thursday, 30 May 2019 9:16 AM
To: info@cdc.govt.nz
Subject: Mayor John Booth URGENT – MEETING BETWEEN YOU AND REAL ESTATE IS ILLEGAL – VIOLATION OF NZ CONSTITUTIONAL LAWS

Dear John,
I have been told you are getting extreme pressure from Real Estate Agents in Wairarapa to DO SOMETHING ABOUT MY LEGAL PUBLIC PROTESTS in order to violate my freedom of speech and expression.
YOU NEED TO CANCEL THAT MEETING – it is illegal for you to co-operate with these rich people when you refuse to co-operate with a poor person like myself, especially an artist and Civil Society Actor as defined by the United Nations.
You are the government, if those Real Estate Agents want to do graffiti art and marketing on the streets with their views on those things that incite HATE in our community then they are most welcome to.  It is the law that you keep the peace between rich and poor, IT IS ILLEGAL TO ADVANCE THE RICH AND PERSECUTE THE POOR.
If you want to continue with the meeting you need to contact me and see when I am available to also attend.  The meeting will need to be recorded for my safety and legal purposes.  I will be advising the Minister for Local Government of the meeting and what is happening, again for my protection and legal purposes.
You are putting me through all of this just so ACC doesn’t have to reinstate my health care after winning two ACC reviews nine years ago – BECAUSE I AM A DISABLED MENTALLY INJURED VICTIM OF CRIME and criminal negligence and don’t have the necessaries of life I am entitled to under CURRENT NZ LAWS and UN signed ratified international treaties.  Wow, you people have completely lost the plot, abuses of power will do that to pretty much any person.
Sincerely
JR
Civil Society Actor
HUMAN SEWAGE

Complaint about judges comments #metoo “It’s a red tape war & I’m a red tape whore.”

Sent this complaint this morning, couldn’t get it off  my mind, so best to do it and get it sent, letter one of my best I reakon.  It’s a red tape war and I’m a red tape whore (c) ReFuSe

26 May 2019

 

Office of the Judicial Conduct Commissioner

PO Box 2661

WELLINGTON

Judicialconduct@jcc.govt.nz

 

Dear Sir/Madam,

 

It is with the deepest regret and despair I write this complaint after 17 years attempting to get the health care, welfare, housing and justice I am entitled to as a disabled victim of crime in New Zealand. A United Nations Human Rights inspector I met at Te Papa told me to keep making formal complaints so there is a paper trail to follow. Although I am quite sure this valid complaint will fail and I will never get the justice and protection required as a disabled Civil Society Actor – defined by the UN Civil Society Handbook.

 

Years of study, valid complaints of injustice and experience have shown all laws established after the 1984 takeover by radicalised American neo-liberal economic terrorists in New Zealand are designed to defeat justice for the ‘purposely impoverished and persecuted then exploited poor local population’. Commissions are poor man’s justice – ie no justice at all – in fact I find them more proof of widespread government corruption and injustice in a sector.

 

This complaint is justified, as are the other complaints I have made, all ignored of course. Sadly I found myself, after one year studying law at Victoria University 2001, in a 17 year battle for justice for myself and other purposely impoverished, persecuted, criminally neglected victims of crime and trauma. Mostly with ACC, however in fighting for those things I am entitled to under ACC law I was exposed to the extent of neo-liberal/Libertarian corruption and HATE in our society. HATE that grows every day while our most basic constitutional laws are violated (please refer to the Imperial Laws Application Act 1988) – while multiple UN international laws (signed ratified treaties) are also violated.

 

This complaint has its legal origins in Westminster Statute the 1st – common right be done to all rich as poor and the Magna Carta – no person shall be destroyed and every person shall have access to right and justice. I wrote a poem for the 800 year anniversary of the Magna Carta, it can be viewed online at http://jrmurphypoet.com/2015/06/800-years-a-poem-to-commemorate-the-magna-carta-2015/ I was also sent a copy of the speech by grossly corrupt Attorney-General Christopher Finlayson performed at a government comedy event to celebrate it.

 

I feel quite sorry for Judge Barbara Morris having to be the scapegoat for a judiciary who profit from illegally denying people with mental health issues professional health care and necessities of life (eg safe stable affordable housing).

 

WHAT HAPPENED

 

On Thursday 23 May I was in court again trying to get a lawyer after waiting almost 18 months since my first valid protest against illegal police violence in January 2018. Judge Morris knows me quite well after nine years LEGALLY protesting against ACC illegally removing my entitlements and refusing to reinstatement them after winning TWO ACC reviews in 2010/11.

 

Judge Morris made an extremely inappropriate comment about me receiving counselling for the trauma ‘the rapist’ had caused. Firstly she is well aware from my protests that it is far more than counselling I am protesting about. It was established many years ago by health professionals and ACC that COUNSELLING is not sufficient treatment, care or rehabilitation in my particular sensitive claim. There are multiple reports that say this, along with documents I had sent to the judge prior to the hearing. As I am not allowed a lawyer I have been forced to do what I can to defend myself, even when it is extremely harmful and almost impossible to do it, due to impairments related to my disability – Complex PTSD. Part of my CPTSD involves being highly suicidal, CPTSD has a 60% mortality rate due to suicide – inciting someone to suicide is illegal.

 

Part of my CPTSD includes compounding trauma, so when I start bringing up all the deeply distressing injustices I have been subjected to through the justice system I start to become traumatised, have to self-harm etc so I don’t commit suicide (like I have to do multiple times writing this). It is a living nightmare many people in New Zealand are now forced to live with following introduction of neo-liberalism. Wairarapa, where I live, has the highest rate of self-harm in New Zealand, also highest rate of suicide, compulsory treatment orders and prescriptions for psychotropic drugs. I would imagine it also has the most extreme forms of inequality and elitism in New Zealand as well – they must be training rich children to hurt poor people at the multiple private schools here. The elitist hatred is quite obvious to the youth of our region, my children went through the public education system here and told me what they knew about the kids from private schools. It is even more obvious in our community through corrupt elitist neo-liberal organisations such as Trust House and the way ‘community leaders’ advance the rich and persecute the poor.

 

When I was interviewed by a lawyer from the Mental Health Inquiry last year she identified the worst elitism they had so far experienced, after meetings with local community and health leaders earlier in the day. She asked me why I thought it was happening and I told her about the private schools, bias media, inequality between richest and poorest and lack of housing (ie provision for disabled and poor of this region).

 

Elitism is illegal according to NZ Constitutional laws, I continue to wonder why the courts, lawyers and judges allow it. Although statistics about the punishment of beneficiaries (doing what they have to in order to survive and support their children) compared to the punishment of wealthy tax fraudsters tells the true story, also punishments for rapists/criminals who have wealthy powerful family connections).

 

Although the rape, sodomy and not guilty verdict (even when the rapist admitted in court to the jury of 10 white haired old men, one old woman with a blue rinse and one young woman who looked IHC) were what entitled me to ACC, my life-threatening CPTSD is a result of criminal neglect following the crime. I am/was a strong sensible person, bad stuff happens, I know that, I would have recovered from what happened to me if I had received the professional treatment care rehabilitation, safe housing and justice as required under ACC law – and multiple other laws I have read. I can read and comprehend what I read, my mental health issues since the event don’t make me a liar or stupid. In fact based on my extensive knowledge of traumatic stress disorders I would suggest years of severe neglect makes you more intelligent – fighting for your life does that.

 

Many people have been trying to force counselling onto me when the ACC rehabilitation plan illegally removed in 2009 involved around 12 hours a week with a multi-disciplinary team of health professionals and instructed/supported members of the community. I had an Occupational Therapist 2 hrs a week, Psychologist 1 hour, psycho-social rehab at a gym 6 hours, 3 hours a week with a mental health worker and 1 hour a month with a Buddhist massage therapist. I was six months into a 2 ½ year rehabilitation plan when it was illegally removed by ACC GP Peter Jansen. I have seen counsellors through ACC, they were ineffective, most of them would cry once they heard my current living situation, which they obviously could do nothing about, even though they knew it was extremely detrimental to the healing process for victims of crime (ie there are too many serious current traumas to deal with before they can deal with the rape trauma.)

 

Judge Morris should be completely focused on legalities of what is happening to me and how I am presenting in person and with the information I provide her. Her opinion as to my health needs, which she has voiced previously in a closed court based on the experiences of her beloved daughter, is not appropriate. I am a 54 year old women with children and responsibilities of running a household without support from my wealthy parents/family. (Note: my children have left home but of course still need me. My daughter had a life-changing car accident last week – sadly I was not able to be near her as I can’t afford the petrol to get to Whakatane where she now lives.) Being poor insures I am further marginalised, if I had the $10,000 in unpaid Independence Allowance ACC are currently withholding I would have been able to go and see her.

 

Last year lawyers at Masterton Court attempted to force me into something they referred to as a PINC court. Apparently Judge Morris was instrumental in setting this up for PEOPLE IN NEED (People In Need Court). I vehemently refused asserting I was no criminal, my actions in response to gross violations of my rights were completely legal. Also attempting to put me under the grossly corrupt/illegal Mental Health Act 1992 (at the height of National party neo-liberal corruption) to force me to take medication to control me was not going to happen if I could stop it. I am well aware of United Nations international law about my rights to refuse ‘medical treatment’ and why it was implemented after NAZI legalised experimenting on those they chose to persecute – namely disabled who couldn’t work at maximum productivity, govt rape victims, people with brown skin, homeless gypsies, homosexuals and jews.

 

It is interesting to note during consultations for the UN human rights process in New Zealand last year how 95% of the people participating were there about gross violations of human rights against people with mental health issues – particularly abuse victims. People who were not MENTALLY ILL, people who were MENTALLY INJURED as defined by ACC legislation. A normal brain and a normal person experiencing overwhelming trauma – overwhelming trauma that requires a safe place to heal/recover. With neo-liberalism requiring the privatisation and handing over of EVERYTHING TO ‘THE MARKET’, particularly state housing (which is a legal responsibility of the government under international and NZ law) the government stopped providing state housing and sold off everything they possibly could. In the Wairarapa they sold all state housing to either those people in the homes (if they could come up with the money for a deposit) or the ‘pub/gambling charity’ Trust House.

 

There is no need to say what I think of the grossly corrupted, deeply degrading and fraudulent charity industry after 30 years of neo-liberal economic religious beliefs and American Trump advisor Peter Thiel bragging how NZ is a Libertarian utopia – but I will anyway.

 

As you can see from this complaint it is a small/yet extremely significant moment in the gross injustices I experience in the justice, health and welfare systems since 2002. Currently I am excluded from all health services, I have no GP, no health care even when reports say I am very unwell, am disabled and been on invalids benefit for many years. I am not even allowed to phone Healthline I discovered recently, which is quite terrifying and I am sure related to formal complaints I have made about Compass Health board member, government contracted Bell Gully lawyer Simon Watt. Judge Barbara Morris knows about my allegations against Simon Watt, this is part of the information I have given to her in the past few months.

 

Judge Morris also knows I cannot get a lawyer and Forensic Mental Health assessors with conflicts of interest are being used to pervert the course of justice in my case. I currently have a complaint with the medical council about the last assessment and the three inappropriate assessors who agreed to assess me when Medical Council rules plainly state they should withdraw. I won’t go into that as I am becoming very distraught and had to self-harm again.

 

I am quite sure this complaint will be ignored, based on the past 17 years of valid complaints and rejections but if there is any remote chance ‘justice for the poor’ is returning to our legal system then I ask you to uphold my complaint. It seems strange a judge who has publicly identified that mentally ill and poor people are unjustly ending up in the court system and tried to do something about it is the one complained about – one of those neo-liberal abominations I often talk about in my work as a Civil Society Actor. If I had health care so I could return to ‘traditional paid work’ I wouldn’t have time to do as much as I do, wouldn’t you think those in power over me would do something to help me. Perhaps it is part of neo-liberalism for the government to violate the law in order to create jobs and profits for the justice industry and others.

 

Why ACC etc refuse me services was highlighted following the Christchurch Mosque shootings and the need for $millions in charity to support victims. Muslim victims of violent crimes getting help with money, housing, etc while local terrorised population get – counselling. We are No 1 in the world for domestic/flatmate violence, have been for many years due to illegal removal of state housing and people forced into unsafe unstable unaffordable living situations. I have expressed my resentment to Muslim groups involved about all the money and support they are getting. So far rich people have donated $11million, which is being held by government agency Victim Support. Once distributed to the victims of the mosque shootings, I imagine no more than 500 people directly affected that would be $22,000 each – enough for a deposit on a house (so long as they are not permanently disabled as people on welfare ARE NOT ALLOWED TO BORROW MONEY TO LIVE IN THEIR OWN HOME – a violation of disability legislation).

 

I hope with all my heart my complaint is acknowledge and addressed and in doing so will not only change my situation but the situation for approximately 1 million impoverished disabled victims who currently experience 80% of the crime in New Zealand. Sadly Jacinda Ardern deceitfully used these statistics in her propaganda marketing after the mosque shootings as an excuse for complaints in the news from mosque shooting victims.

 

Kia kaha and aroha to the poor and powerless.

Sincerely

JR

Civil Society Actor

HUMAN SEWAGE

 

 

NZ government wastes your taxes on this – WTF?

Yet another government propaganda organisation – privatised organisation so someone is making money out of it ewwwww.  Yet another thing paid for by YOUR TAXES that is not a requirement of International or NZ law, while providing necessaries of life, like safe stable affordable housing to disabled and poor IS A REQUIREMENT OF INTERNATIONAL AND NEW ZEALAND LAW.  In fact its the most basic principle of law to not destroy people or deny them justice – for governments and judiciary to treat rich and poor the same.  YEAH RIGHT!  But of course they do not cause they are corrupt.

https://www.settled.govt.nz/about-settled-govt-nz/

And below are the people who run Real Estate Institute – all with conflicts of interest and profiting from this – ewwwww  – these are the people who love wealthy immigrants and hate/persecute local poor people.  Look at where all these filthy rich maggots come from, LAW AND ACCOUNTING.  POWER AND MONEY – corrupted power and money.  Set up in 2008 by Labour I am assuming because Nats didn’t get in until November – this is Clark and Ardern’s neo-liberal terrorism!

https://www.rea.govt.nz/the-real-estate-authority/our-people/

Masterton Court today trying to get psych assessment sorted

Got to court, I go in and tell security I am here and go back outside, they come and get me, because I can’t wait in the court, too many people and I start freaking out.  Too closed in somewhere I don’t want to be and I start wanting to escape.  Outside I don’t get that as much, but still get anxious.  Jason, Court Security guard is awesome.

Judge had me first up – they usually do now because they know how freaked out I get, I stand with the lawyers, but I couldn’t hear what the police officer was saying.  Ended up with the judge closing the court to the public, we were about 20 minutes.  I didn’t get to give her any of the letters etc I had done.  They didn’t know I refused to see Chaplow (ex Director of Mental Health), I made sure they knew now and how I wouldn’t be able to be in the room with him without freaking out.  Started ticking, rocking and shaking.

Told her about all the complaints to Medical Council, Privacy Commissioner and police about Forensic Mental Health and the assessors perverting the course of justice.  Nobody wanted to talk about it.  Judge Morris then did a memorandum saying Forensic Mental Health and police had to get Mason Durie or an assessor/psychiatrist he recommends to do the psych assessment.  She did piss me off by saying I refused to see Chaplow – who was apparently coming down from Auckland – I couldn’t see Chaplow I would have gone ‘tourettes’ at him and security would have had to remove me.

When I went to leave they wanted to do new bail conditions that said I would attend the assessment organised by forensic.  I refused to sign it, no way I’m letting those corrupt MOFOs decide who assesses me.  I wanted the judge’s memorandum referred to on the bail conditions, they tried several times to get me to sign by telling me what I was worried about wasn’t important.  I know the law of contract and I know what it could have meant.  Ended up the Clerk of the Court ruling out the condition about Forensic’s choosing the assessor and he signed it in front of Jason.  Because he just didn’t want the hassle.

If Mental Health and Police had insisted Chaplow do it or someone else I had protested against or had a conflict of interest then I would not been able to go (because of extreme fear and my subsequent reaction).  Then I would be breaching my bail conditions and the form plainly states they will stop my benefit until I attend – they’ve threatened that before and I completely flipped out.  That doesn’t make it easier to see an assessor it makes it 100 times fkn harder and I reakon they know that – these people I deal with a experts in behaviour.

Got through most of it and had bit of a meltdown, crying and distraught saying I couldn’t do this, it wasn’t fair etc.  Almost had my legs go from under me, had to lean up against the dock – I was on the outside with the lawyers.  Susie Barnes a previous lawyer came up and gave me a tissue, she knows what they are doing to me and there is nothing she can do – but be angry about it.  That is how corrupt the legal system is under Jacinda Ardern and neo-liberalism in the area of mental health.

I saw on the news that moron Dave McPherson got to see Jacinda about mental health services etc.   They consult with the parents who produce suicidal children and OBVIOUSLY don’t know how to help them.  That’s one of the reasons mental health services and suicide prevention marketing is so bad for people who are ACTUALLY SUICIDAL.  People like me who suffers with suicidal ideation never get our voices heard – we’re to be exploited, we’re jobs and money for the government and society.  They don’t want people like me well, our mental health system is exactly what they want, that’s why it never changes for the better – only for the worse.

Its all about power and control over the poorest people in the population, grrrrrr.  When you understand the big picture its mind blowing how they’ve created this.  No wonder its so difficult for me to understand, no wonder it takes 1000s of hours of study and keeping myself up to date with what is happening to fight them with their own rules.

Doesn’t sound like my complaint about perverting the course of justice will go through, the prosecuting police officer wasn’t being very helpful and avoided looking at me the entire time.

Judge also said something about getting me mental health services – when I am demanding return of my ACC care, as required by the two ACC reviews.  Didn’t like the sound of it, I know their version of ‘health care’ doesn’t follow any professional or culturally appropriate health/rehabilitation model.  I reakon that’s why they reject me, cause they know I’ll pull them up on it.

Just found an old letter from Gains Geneva who were supposed to reinstate my ACC care last year.  I complained they refused, their excuse was they couldn’t establish if I wanted the services – WTF.  ACC had told me they were going to reinstate them, of course I wanted the fkn services.  Something really dodgy going on with that GLOBALIST CORPORATION who has ex National neo-liberal MPs Wyatt Creech and Roger Sowry running and profiting from it.  Grrrrrrr

Wanted to give a copy of it to judge but no opportunity – she was pretty busy, court was full.  Few domestics outside while I was waiting for the bail forms, I was being escorted by Jason because I hadn’t signed the bail form I’m not allowed to leave court until I do.  Cause if I didn’t I would be put in the cells until I did and Jason would be the one taking me there.  I teased him I would do it, but I wouldn’t, he helps me, I respect him and usually will do what he asks – unlike the others.

I might go to Wellington to do the assessment and Jason offered to be present there, he’s part of the Wellington Court Security services.  How cool is that, he was being so nice I started to cry, he said he didn’t like seeing women cry – awwww.  Shame nobody else in our government and parliament has the same decency and compassion.

Here’s a laugh for poor people in NZ – govt pretending to consult

I’ll make sure I make a submission, they’ll ignore it of course – BECAUSE WE MUST CHALLENGE NEO-LIBERALISM THROUGH THE COURT PROCESS – THIS IS THE ONLY WAY TO CHANGE IT – THE ONLY WAY!   I got this link through the United Nations Association in NZ – its grossly corrupt and set up by National party terrorist scum Wairarapa MP John Hayes.  Ewwwwww

If anything is proof UN are grossly corrupt its the UN Association – who have repeatedly rejected and abused me – saying they are not interested in gross violations of UN treaties and human rights in New Zealand.  They are globalists and its full of foreigners who are only in New Zealand to take control of it – FACT!

MFAT are grossly corrupt, I’ve had dealing with the human rights people and they are PRETTY MUCH ALL MENTALLY DISTURBED, must be radicalised and brainwashed extremely well to get those jobs.  They tried to have me removed from human rights meetings, it was really scary when I hadn’t done anything except tell the truth and expect something to be done about it.

https://www.haveyoursay.mfat.govt.nz/

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My computer and main mobile phone has a virus preventing me uploading photos or video, however I have a separate phone that I can upload videos from.

Someone said to me recently that she follows me but had never said anything on my youtube channel.  IF YOU DO FOLLOW ME AND SUPPORT WHAT I DO and don’t like what is happening to me please make a comment, it is difficult to go on with how unwell I am, marginalised I am when I think nobody GAF.

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCtUKL8DkFh1xsjCrQ2EM6WA

Medical Council complaint, proof of New Zealand government corruption & cruelty

3 May 2019

 

Medical Council of NZ

PO Box 10509

The Terrace

WELLINGTON

 

Dear Sir/Madam,

 

This letter is to form part of my complaint about Justin Barry-Walsh and others using psychological abuse/torture in an attempt to drive me to suicide.

 

I am not sure how to talk about the background to this as it is very traumatising for me, I have communication impairments and need someone to insure I relate all the relevant information needed for the Medical Council to make a decision. Can you please help me work out how to do this, I am not sure myself, whether phone or face to face. I have no support to do this from anybody else.

 

This is in regard to being in court for my legal and valid protests about police violence, being illegally denied health care, punitive use of the justice system, government corruption, gross injustices in mental health and housing sector, etc. Legal Aid refused me legal aid, even when the judge said they were required to provide it so I had a lawyer.

 

On 1 May I heard from Nelda Day court officer that the second psych assessment would be 24 May, THE DAY AFTER I was due in court. The date of 23 May was made four weeks ago, the Forensic Service was required to provide a suitably qualified culturally appropriate ‘impartial’ psych assessment as requested by Judge Morris before the next court date – not the day after. The 23rd was chosen because I have a long term relationship of sorts with Judge Morris and she is determined to do whatever she can to get me the health care and justice I am entitled to under law – so I don’t end up in court repeatedly for my ongoing protests. She was going to be there on 23 May, she may not be there 10 days later.

 

I was advised the assessor was going to be Dr David Chaplow, ex Director of mental health and one of the people I have spent the past 17 yrs complaining/protesting about.   The first assessor was not who the court staff were told it would be, it was a very gay sounding man called Peter who only 18 months before wrote a report saying I didn’t want services – which was a horrendous lie.   Then I got Dr Barry-Walsh who I thought to be trustworthy, but obviously wasn’t from his report. Now they want Dr Chaplow, when I had requested Mason Drury or ANYBODY he recommended who knew Whare Tapa Wha and assessed on a culturally appropriate basis, ie as a Pakeha New Zealander. The judge supported this in her formal request to Forensic Services, it was ignored.

 

Finding out the court had organised the psych assessment for the day after I was due in court made me very angry and I challenged court staff about this.   I was told to contact Forensic Services as they were the ones who organised it, there was nothing they could do. Giving consideration to my extremely poor mental health what they were doing was psychological torture, vindictive, punitive use of the justice system and criminal under Sections 150A and 151 of the Crimes Act. It is also a perversion of justice which is a crime and subject to 7 years jail if convicted and of course many other human rights and disability rights laws.  I looked on the website and tried to phone head of Forensic Services Dr Emery-Palmer http://www.mhaids.health.nz/about-us/directors-of-area-mental-health-services/ given the seriousness of what was happening.

 

I went through to a call centre, the person asked me who I was because psychiatrists did not talk with patients who phoned, I told her I was not a patient. She phoned through to Dr Emery-Palmer and returned to me saying the doctor had said I was a patient and not to put me through. I reiterated I was not a patient and tried to explain the situation, the woman hung up on me.

 

As a writer I have a pretty good grasp of the English language and just to make sure looked up the word patient.   I am definitely not a patient by definition of the word, I am not registered with any health provider (am not allowed to register, the waiting list is 600 people long – mostly wealthy immigrants), I have not received any services from mental health for many years – no matter how many times I begged for professional health care I was entitled to. I have not received anything from public mental health services, except some counselling 25 years ago and the odd bit of social work (which is not health care). I did have some interaction with an Occupational Therapist in 2009 but when ACC illegally withdrew my actual professional rehabilitation the OT couldn’t cope and rejected me also. I had been working with a very professional and amazing OT Glenda vandervenLong at the time who was funded by ACC. The interaction with Hugh Gaywood-Eyre OT was more a therapeutic interaction, there was no ‘health care’ involved.

 

The last interaction I had with Hugh was at Masterton police station, I was on the floor with my arms around the ankles of the social worker sitting beside him begging for health care. Hugh told me to get up and stop embarrassing myself, that I knew as well as him there were no longer services in mental health. He left the service not long after that, I knew him through a club I belonged to for a while, we have discussed what happened, he left MH services as he couldn’t cope with how badly they treated people.

 

Being a patient would require some sort of regular interaction with the same person, I can’t recall that happening for a very long time. It distresses me greatly that other people appear to get professional health care and I do not. I have never understood why and people treat me like I’m a liar and delusional when I tell them what is happening to me, because it doesn’t happen to them. Hopefully the Medical Council and police can work out what has been happening to me. The only possible reason I can think of is my public protests and formal complaints, it is illegal to harm or disadvantage someone who makes a complaint.

 

With everything the media and government say about mental health services and the horrendous ‘suicide promotion’ propaganda we are all subjected to day after day, my mental health is denigrated even further by my experience of EXACTLY THE OPPOSITE to what is expected.

 

It appears to me Dr Emery-Palmer may be part of this appalling abusive behaviour by Forensic Services, I truly believe only a police investigation would be able to explain what is happening and how many it is happening to. I know from the laws I read it is not allowed to happen to me or anybody else.

 

Mental health services have more power over people and the opportunity for more abuses of power than police. What is happening to me might explain New Zealand’s world leading suicide, self-harm, domestic violence and eating disorder rates. Perhaps I am part of a targeted group of disabled people who are prevented from accessing professional health care, using professional health and rehabilitation models and whose valid complaints are illegally rejected.

 

Please make this stop, please, I have never hurt anybody, I barely drink, I don’t do drugs, I don’t steal, I don’t rip people off, I don’t bludge off people, I don’t gossip, I don’t gamble, I am not a sexual deviant or pervert of any sort. I am an honest good person just wanting health care I need and am entitled to so I can return to work for wages, so I can live with dignity and in safety without having to beg for food. My house is tidy and clean, my gardens are done, I share jars of jam & pickle I make with others, most of it goes to waste (when I get given fruit or produce people don’t want). I don’t want to live like this as an outcast of society, I am intelligent, I have reports that say it, I have a report from Justin Barry-Walsh 6 years ago that said I was intelligent, didn’t have a personality disorder and am not delusional. That is still true, unfortunately I don’t know if Justin is as sound minded.

 

I am 54 years old, why are they doing this to me, I am going to be destitute the rest of my life if they don’t help me, there is no point in living if this is what my life is going to be like.   Please I want to meet my grandchildren, please I don’t want to be despised by my family and the community, please I havn’t done anything wrong and I don’t understand why this is happening to me when every law and report I read says exactly the opposite should be happening. Please if I don’t work I know I will be raped, harmed and exploited again, please help me, this is what is happening in the ‘darklands’ where I live every day. Its very hard to avoid junkies and being told repeatedly to interact with very self-righteous wealthy Christians is extremely offensive. The times I have gone to churches for support I have ended up being the one supporting them, working for them for nothing, often doing things for people who were getting health services and had safe stable homes to live in.

 

Did I tell you about them cancelling an x-ray the doctor at A & E said I needed, so I went there and was told there was no appointment?   Did I tell you about mental health staff gossiping to people in the community about what a bad person I was (who then came and told me). If I was a patient of mental health services then I would be able to make formal complaints about this gossip and the horrendous violations of my most basic rights, I am not so I can’t.   How can somebody be a PATIENT of a health system that completely rejects them?   They treat sex offenders and abusive thieving junkies better than they treat their victims, I know that for sure.

 

What is happening to me is a criminal act and a deliberate perversion of justice

 

 

Yours sincerely

 

 

JR

HUMAN SEWAGE